[ti:Am I Supposed To Apologize] [ar:Maria Mena] [al:Viktoria] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Am I Supposed To Apologize - Maria Mena (玛莉亚·梅娜) [00:18.35]I wrote a song a journal [00:19.86]Gave it to the world [00:22.96]Told the story [00:23.72]Of when I was just a girl [00:27.41]I sought understanding [00:28.35]Clarity in truth [00:31.74]By baring all the wounds [00:32.90]Inflicted on my youth [00:36.30]You criticized my choice [00:37.37]To stand up to my past [00:40.66]To give the pain a voice [00:41.77]So that it too could pass [00:45.28]But I felt brave [00:46.02]And filled with pride as I let go [00:49.73]Of bitterness that wouldn't leave or let me grow [00:54.28]But I will spend a lifetime [00:58.72]Trying to understand [01:03.04]Why someone sharing my bloodline [01:07.85]Would not lend me their hand [01:14.53]Am I supposed to apologize [01:17.91]Am I supposed to apologize [01:24.41]Am I supposed to apologize [01:30.60]Am I supposed to apologize [01:36.91]Am I [01:51.97]I loved her more than myself [01:53.16]But she made me choose [01:56.50]Between her and my father [01:57.54]And so I refused [02:00.98]I fled her house and wrath [02:02.10]Eleven years of age [02:05.43]Followed the crooked path [02:06.44]That led me to a stage [02:10.02]The curtains opened up [02:10.83]My heart followed the lead [02:14.21]The music wouldn't stop [02:15.67]And I could finally breathe [02:19.03]But I will spend a lifetime [02:23.55]Trying to understand [02:27.61]Why someone sharing my bloodline [02:32.09]Would not lend me their hand [02:39.42]Am I supposed to apologize [02:42.87]Am I supposed to apologize [02:48.54]Am I supposed to apologize [02:55.20]Am I supposed to apologize [03:01.83]Am I