Growing Pains III (Explicit)-Logic

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[00:00.00]Growing Pains III (Explicit) - Logic
[00:52.79]Outside I can hear 'em bussin' bussin'
[00:54.30]And the police they rushin'
[00:55.32]Go to my head like concussion
[00:56.58]I'd rather not have this discussion
[00:57.90]My mind racing for the elevation of the toxic in my blood
[01:00.56]Where my mind don't know now
[01:02.50]But I know where it was
[01:03.85]I need Nikki where is Nikki
[01:05.11]Baby girl please come and get me now
[01:06.86]I'm old and sh*t is trippy but I know that god is with me
[01:10.28]This that baby mama drama
[01:11.41]Give a f**k about a man I know Imma
[01:13.43]Be there for my son talking with my sister it begun
[01:16.04]End of the month that's the worst of the month
[01:18.62]But the first of the month put the w**d in the blunt
[01:19.15]That welfare check won't ever bounce like my daddy did
[01:22.00]But I'm glad he did cause it made me strong
[01:24.55]Made me help somebody with this song
[01:25.73]Paint the picture of my life
[01:25.99]Growing up what it was like
[01:27.02]Section 8 grab a plate
[01:29.44]Food for thought gravitate
[01:30.33]Food stamps social services tryna take me away
[01:32.42]My mama locked up I pray to god that I see her today
[01:34.96]Maybe not maybe so West Deer Park that's all I know
[01:38.09]Just me and my homies people that know me
[01:40.31]Only ones that know
[01:41.25]Around my way living day by day
[01:42.93]Corn rows and hang time automatics and gang signs
[01:46.43]5 O with them canines
[01:47.66]Manhunt when it's game time
[01:49.25]They was robbing the ice cream man in broad day
[01:51.73]Now I'm running from the police don't know how but
[01:54.79]I got away
[01:55.39]Selling w**d to my homies and a girl in the building that know me
[01:58.46]At 15 such a fiend for the sh*t that I seen
[02:00.78]All my homies smoking green f**king b**ches sipping lean
[02:02.82]It was king it was cool seemed like something I should do
[02:06.09]Such a youngin such a fool
[02:07.60]Now I'm breaking into school
[02:09.20]Cause my homie told me to
[02:10.55]What to do what would you
[02:11.90]When will I lose my anonymity and
[02:13.62]Become one with the enemy
[02:15.01]Tell me would I be the enemy
[02:16.75]Feel like nobody in front of me
[02:17.78]I can feel the vibe
[02:19.87]Bobby what are you thinking
[02:21.26]What are you dreaming about
[02:22.59]Bobby what's inside
[02:25.89]What are you thinking right now
[02:28.62]What are you thinking
[02:30.55]Go to sleep
[02:31.40]I guess that I was just thinking things
[02:31.74]Would be different now
[02:32.45]Cause when I wake up my dreams fade
[02:35.67]Everything cascade
[02:37.30]In this vanilla sky I feel like David Aames
[02:39.57]Why must I open my eyes
[02:41.08]I wish that I could stay asleep forever
[02:43.23]Attain every goal I wanted and watch it repeat forever
[02:45.90]Will it happen maybe never
[02:47.54]Maybe so I got to know
[02:49.08]But tell me why
[02:53.61]I picture myself at the top but I know that
[02:55.84]I'm dreaming
[02:56.67]Will I wake up before I finally confront all my demons
[02:59.05]Maybe not
[03:00.91]All I know is this life I live I can't live it no longer
[03:04.19]Wish I was stronger wish that I could survive
[03:05.16]Turn on the TV let it wash my brain
[03:07.77]Pretend that family's my family to avoid the pain
[03:10.56]Hello children how was school
[03:12.14]It was good how bout you
[03:13.72]I love you (I love you son)
[03:15.68]I love mama too
[03:16.63]Are you ready for dinner I'm able to set the table
[03:19.54]Till I snap out the fable when that TV turn off and
[03:21.01]I realize I'm back in hell
[03:28.16](Bobby)