i deserve better. (Explicit)-Bella Kay

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[00:00.41]i deserve better. (Explicit) - Bella Kay
[00:01.32]Lyrics by：Bella Kay/Alexander Glantz/Alexis Idarose Kesselman
[00:03.19]Produced by：Idarose/Alexander 23
[00:12.24]I let you treat me bad 'cause I hate myself
[00:17.50]There's a screw or two loose everybody can tell
[00:22.86]Is your Lexapro working?
[00:25.32]You haven't called me in months
[00:27.96]Just say you made a mistake
[00:30.78]And you regret what you've done
[00:33.06]I'd forgive you if you come back
[00:35.54]You know I love when it ends like that
[00:39.48]When it ends like that
[00:44.27]I love to blame myself
[00:46.13]It's all on me when it goes to hell
[00:49.29]But this time I don't think that's true
[00:51.80]Yeah this time I think that you
[00:54.65]Really fucked up a good thing
[00:57.15]I'm done begging you to love me
[00:59.98]I'm not perfect not ever
[01:02.46]But I still deserve better
[01:08.18]Yeah I still deserve better
[01:13.42]I deserve I deserve I deserve
[01:15.75]I deserve better than a narcissist
[01:17.68]When we're screaming at each other God I live for this
[01:20.26]Why am I saying sorry again?
[01:22.55]You're so sweet in my head but you're not how I dreamt you
[01:26.42]I'd forgive you if you come back
[01:29.01]You know I love when it ends like that
[01:32.80]When it ends like that
[01:37.13]I'd forgive you I always do
[01:39.67]I'd scratch and bite and bleed for you
[01:44.12]For you
[01:48.28]I love to blame myself
[01:50.10]It's all on me when it goes to hell
[01:53.27]But this time I don't think that's true
[01:55.78]Yeah this time I think that you
[01:58.63]Really fucked up a good thing
[02:01.15]I'm done begging you to love me
[02:03.87]I'm not perfect not ever
[02:06.45]But I still deserve better
[02:12.12]Yeah I still deserve better
[02:17.29]I deserve I deserve I deserve
[02:22.74]Yeah I still deserve better
[02:27.99]I deserve I deserve I deserve
[02:31.06]Help me make sense of it
[02:33.63]Or tell me what I did wrong
[02:36.30]I just wanted to love you
[02:39.05]I just wanted to talk
[02:42.18]Can you tell me can you say
[02:44.58]It's not my fault
[02:47.53]It's not my fault it's not my fault it's not my fault
[02:52.65]It's not my fault
[02:55.32]It's not my fault it's not my fault
[02:58.00]It's not my fault it's not my fault it's not my fault
[03:03.41]It's not my fault
[03:06.01]It's not my fault it's not my fault
[03:08.78]It's not my fault it's not my fault it's not my