[ti:Look at My Life] [ar:Gracie Abrams] [al:Look at My Life] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Look at My Life - Gracie Abrams [00:00.91]Lyrics by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner [00:01.82]Composed by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner [00:02.73]Produced by:Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner/Dan Nigro [00:03.95]How long have I got [00:06.68]In the hot light till the shine rusts? [00:09.52]I've been thinking through the hard stuff [00:13.50]Over light drugs like every night [00:15.88]No you don't need to come over [00:18.73]'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired [00:21.53]Slowly morphed into a poser [00:25.71]Barely know her anymore [00:28.06]Do I look high-functioning or [00:31.11]Is my façade crumbling? [00:33.72]Oh [00:34.12]God don't actually answer me Caroline [00:40.07]But oh well look at my life [00:42.80]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time [00:46.01]A new spiral every night [00:48.90]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine [00:52.25]Yeah I might just shut up and drive [00:54.98]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights [00:58.43]My nightmare actualized [01:01.02]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right [01:04.50]I just got to the party [01:07.26]With the big shots and the Barbies [01:10.10]Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed [01:15.24]He's holding a pill [01:16.61]He thinks that I should take one [01:19.53]But I'll raise him to the whole bunch [01:22.21]I'm kidding god he thinks I'm stupid [01:26.32]What a gut punch but then we go [01:28.92]Downtown there's no medicine [01:31.38]I'd spit out if it promises [01:34.45]Slowing down voices don't want to hear a sound [01:40.91]But oh well look at my life [01:43.59]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time [01:46.79]A new spiral every night [01:49.65]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine [01:53.08]Yeah I might just shut up and drive [01:55.73]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights [01:59.19]My nightmare actualized [02:01.81]Got what I what I [02:04.75]Maybe if I smile enough [02:07.60]I'll get away with giving up [02:10.54]I'll move across the country just to judge myself like just as much [02:16.70]As I do when I'm sitting here [02:19.66]I miss my friends I disappeared [02:22.68]And haven't seen 'em in a year [02:25.73]Oh God what am I doing here? [02:29.58]But oh well look at my life [02:32.15]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time [02:35.42]A new spiral every night [02:38.25]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine [02:41.66]Yeah I might just shut up and drive [02:44.45]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights [02:47.67]My nightmare actualized [02:50.43]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right [02:56.38]I got what I wanted it doesn't sit right [03:02.54]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right