After I'm Gone-Mikhail Bennett

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[00:00.27]After I'm Gone - Mikhail Bennett
[00:14.02]You don't call me anymore
[00:18.11]You just say you're busy
[00:20.91]I see you laughing with the world
[00:24.38]But you don't make time for me
[00:27.80]You walk past everything I give
[00:30.80]Like it was nothing at all
[00:34.39]I gave you my whole life
[00:37.60]You can't give me one call
[00:39.88]I'm still your father
[00:45.50]Why do I feel erased?
[00:52.86]Yeah, I had flaws
[00:56.18]Yeah, I got loud
[01:00.24]But I never once walked out
[01:05.91]After I'm gone you'll feel this pain
[01:09.58]Every ignored text, every missed name
[01:12.52]When the dirt hits and the crowd goes home
[01:15.90]You'll finally understand what it means to be alone
[01:18.96]You'll say you loved me, you'll cry on cue
[01:22.35]But love shows up, why didn't you?
[01:25.44]While I was here
[01:27.66]I was breathing
[01:30.64]You just stopped believing
[01:38.61]When I was sick you didn't know
[01:42.05]When I was weak you didn't show
[01:45.48]You never asked if I was okay
[01:48.72]You never missed me enough to stay
[01:51.46]I waited for you, you never came
[01:55.57]Now I'm just a fading name
[01:57.89]I told myself you'd come around
[02:01.28]But home gets quiet without a sound
[02:04.41]After I'm gone you'll wish you tried
[02:07.80]You'll replay nights you let me cry
[02:10.81]You'll stand there shaking hands in regret
[02:14.08]Wishing you could undo what you chose to forget
[02:17.33]You'll say you loved me, maybe you did
[02:20.75]But love isn't words, it's what you give
[02:24.11]Jesus forgives, I hope he does
[02:27.23]Because one day you'll answer for us
[02:30.66]And he'll ask you, simple and plain
[02:36.25]Why you never came
[02:43.21]After I'm gone don't tell the crowd
[02:46.85]You were proud, don't post my picture, don't say my name
[02:51.40]If you couldn't show up while I felt the pain
[02:56.71]I was here, I was alive
[02:59.84]You just thought I had more time
[03:02.80]After I'm gone you'll finally see
[03:05.98]You didn't lose me, you abandoned me
[03:51.37]My hands bled just for you
[03:54.44]I worked until they shook
[03:56.91]I missed my own dreams so you could chase the ones you took
[04:01.86]I stood outside in the cold so you could sleep in warm light
[04:06.79]I swallowed every fear
[04:09.01]Just to keep you alright
[04:11.71]And now I sit alone
[04:14.01]In a house I built for us
[04:16.73]You pass my name in silence like I'm someone you don't trust
[04:21.71]You left me here waiting
[04:25.38]You don't even try
[04:30.25]Yeah, I made mistakes
[04:32.51]I wasn't easy to love
[04:35.08]But I never stopped showing up
[04:37.87]I never gave up
[04:40.57]After I'm gone, when the dirt hits dirt
[04:45.02]When the sound of goodbye finally starts to hurt
[04:50.42]You'll wish you came
[04:52.88]You'll wish you stayed
[04:54.95]You'll replay every call
[04:57.83]You never made
[05:00.49]You'll say you loved me
[05:02.87]You'll swear you cared
[05:05.09]But love shows up
[05:07.59]And you weren't there
[05:10.72]I was here
[05:12.77]I was alive
[05:15.65]You just thought I had more time
[05:32.06]When I fell down you never found me
[05:36.76]When I needed you, you weren't around me
[05:41.54]I watched your life move on so fast
[05:44.06]While I was stuck inside the past
[05:46.49]I kept the porch light on at night
[05:48.96]I told myself you'd make it right
[05:50.80]But hope gets tired
[05:53.48]And so do I
[05:56.01]You left me behind
[05:58.47]And called it life
[06:00.16]You didn't mean to hurt me
[06:02.38]That's what you'd say
[06:05.10]But not meaning to
[06:07.17]Still hurts this way
[06:09.94]After I'm gone, standing by my grave
[06:14.39]You'll cry for the time you never gave
[06:19.72]You'll touch that stone
[06:22.23]You'll say my name
[06:24.67]But it won't answer, it won't be the same
[06:29.57]You'll beg for one more chance to call
[06:34.45]But silence won't answer at all
[06:39.61]Jesus forgives, I try to too
[06:44.42]But even he knows love has to move
[06:49.60]One day you'll stand before him alone
[06:54.76]And he'll ask you why you never came home
[07:19.26]After I'm gone, when the dirt falls down
[07:23.88]When they lower me slow into the ground
[07:29.27]That's when you'll feel what you denied
[07:34.23]I was still here when you let me slide
[07:39.31]I was your father
[07:41.90]I needed you
[07:44.54]Not your money, just something true
[07:49.09]After I'm gone, regret will stay longer than I ever did
[07:56.96]Waiting for you that way
[08:08.21]Waiting for you that way