This Year (Explicit)-Hilltop Hoods

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[00:00.09]This Year (Explicit) - Hilltop Hoods
[00:00.26]Lyrics by：Matthew Lambert/Andrew Burford
[00:00.46]Composed by：Matthew Lambert/Andrew Burford
[00:00.65]Produced by：One Above
[00:00.92]Just give me one more minute
[00:03.45]One more
[00:05.68]Nearly finished
[00:08.25]Yeah
[00:09.79]I do not feel nada
[00:10.96]Gucci Louis Prada
[00:12.08]Nothing I could buy to find the feeling that I'm after
[00:14.52]Back when I was younger happiness came easy
[00:16.95]Now that I am older I'm a different species
[00:19.56]And I'm so embarrassed that I feel so rotten
[00:22.01]Some people have real problems and I feel I'm not them
[00:24.66]If I can't be happy when everything is perfect
[00:27.08]I think I must be damaged or do not deserve it
[00:29.60]Underneath the surface feel my blood is rushing
[00:32.18]And I'm feeling nervous that I'm feeling nothing
[00:34.65]But I'm kind of bluffing about me feeling nothing
[00:37.18]I am feeling worry that I am not feeling something
[00:39.70]Everything is stressful but nothing is important
[00:42.28]Find I can't successfully hold on to a thought but
[00:44.71]If that thought's a worry I hold it like it love me
[00:47.24]A bearhug to crush me and then it corrupts me
[00:50.14]But you know
[00:51.78]This here is my year
[00:54.12]This here is my year
[00:55.52]This this this here is my year
[00:59.18]This here is my year
[01:01.19]This here's my year this year yeah
[01:03.51]This here's my year this year go
[01:05.97]This here's my year this year yeah
[01:09.10]Aye yo
[01:13.83]Listen it's not like I'm in Mexico sitting in a cabana
[01:18.02]But the Lexapro's kicking in ta-dah
[01:20.65]Got my iPhone acting like a night light
[01:22.63]Feelings are killer wishing I was Mr. Brightside
[01:25.19]But I'm Mr. Why Try sitting on the sideline
[01:27.77]I go missing bye bye like some shitty WiFi
[01:30.23]Opening wounds have me looking for a quiet high
[01:32.85]Take nine shots get some dopamine or die trying
[01:35.41]When I try some quiet time ends in an outburst
[01:37.92]Live in your head can't forget to do the housework
[01:40.41]It's all about the upkeep but I cannot keep up
[01:42.92]Seems the voices in my head need to speak up
[01:45.60]Maybe I need church or maybe mosque or temple?
[01:47.91]Somewhere I can learn to treat myself more gentle
[01:50.43]Wake up in the morning got some hurt that I'm working on through
[01:53.27]God I got me journaling to do and it sound like
[01:57.12]This here is my year
[01:59.85]This here is my year
[02:00.98]This this this here is my year
[02:04.87]This here is my year
[02:06.65]This here's my year this year yeah
[02:09.21]This here's my year this year go
[02:11.73]This here's my year this year yeah
[02:14.69]Aye yo
[02:22.41]Look man
[02:23.50]Look man
[02:23.91]They don't call me Suffa for nothing
[02:25.84]Don't push man
[02:27.07]I'm close to the edge like I'm Bono
[02:28.99]In slo-mo or feeling stuck in time like a photo
[02:31.93]The days are long but years are short
[02:33.76]But I'm staying strong to clear my thoughts
[02:36.36]'Cause I don't want to hurt myself no more
[02:39.20]Or pick at the skin until it's thin and so raw
[02:41.97]The medication put the weight on
[02:43.57]But it's nothing I can't take on to take off
[02:46.21]Had a revelation something I can pray on
[02:48.55]I'm late on the self-love and due for a day off
[02:51.14]And what they say of me's that I'm hard work
[02:53.70]But I'm working hard on my hurt and my heart now
[02:56.27]And the hard work is something I can't shirk
[02:58.70]'Cause I know that pain is a burden you pass down