[ti:Ashamed (Explicit)] [ar:Carla Geneve] [al:Don't Be Afraid (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Ashamed (Explicit) - Carla Geneve [00:00.92]Lyrics by:Carla Geneve [00:01.85]Composed by:Carla Geneve/Daniel Carroll [00:03.25]Produced by:Daniel Carroll [00:04.14]I take my medication [00:07.74]With uneasy dedication [00:11.74]I drink my pay check with [00:14.73]Level headed moderation [00:18.76]It takes a lot of work diligence and contemplation [00:25.85]Trying not to **** up [00:29.16]And working on my patience [00:35.34]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it [00:42.41]I'm to blame I can't rearrange it [00:48.85]It's too sad to say [00:52.49]I'd go back and choose a different way [01:04.58]I see people who hurt me [01:08.10]And those who I've hurt in turn [01:12.08]It stings to walk by all the lessons that I've had to learn [01:19.13]Never simple never fair [01:22.27]Right and wrong make good pair [01:25.98]I'm ashamed but I can take it [01:29.92]I'm proud I never faked it [01:35.78]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it [01:42.80]I'm to blame and I can't rearrange it [01:49.27]It's too sad to say [01:52.78]I'd go back and choose a different way [02:05.06]It's not easy for me to [02:08.73]Remember loving you [02:12.12]The half light and the mildew [02:15.57]The warmth I felt while holding you [02:19.84]Replaced with chills and shaking [02:23.19]Clenched jaw and hate making [02:26.34]I'm ashamed but I can take it [02:30.37]I'm proud I never faked it [02:36.17]I'm ashamed but I wouldn't change it [02:43.22]I'm to blame and I won't rearrange it [02:49.78]It's too sad to say [02:53.36]I'd go back [02:56.37]And choose a different way