[ti:03’ Adolescence (Explicit)] [ar:J. Cole] [al:2014 Forest Hills Drive (10 Year Anniversary Edition) (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.16]03’ Adolescence (Explicit) - J. Cole [00:00.96]Lyrics by:William"Willie B." Brown/Jermaine Cole/Johnny Burke/Jimmy van Heusen [00:01.40]Composed by:William"Willie B." Brown/Jermaine Cole/Johnny Burke/Jimmy van Heusen [00:01.99]Produced by:William"Willie B." Brown/Jermaine Cole/Dreamville/Mark Pitts/Roc Nation [00:27.54]Yeah yeah [00:31.28]I grew up a **** as screw up [00:33.26]Tie my shoe up [00:34.40]Wish they was newer [00:35.57]Damn need somethin' newer [00:36.95]In love with the baddest girl in the city [00:39.29]I wish I knew her [00:40.35]I wish I won't so shy [00:41.87]I wish I was a bit more fly [00:43.46]I wish that I could tell her [00:45.00]How I really feel inside [00:46.69]That I'm the perfect ***** for her [00:48.40]But then maybe that's a lie [00:49.93]She like a certain type of nigga [00:51.62]And it's clear I'm not that guy [00:53.17]Ball player star player [00:54.77]I'm just watchin' from the side [00:56.41]On the bench [00:57.19]'Cause my lack of [00:57.88]Confidence won't let me fly [00:59.67]I ain't grow up with my father [01:01.37]I ain't thinkin' 'bout that now [01:02.88]Fast forward four years or [01:04.58]So from now I'll probably cry [01:06.30]When I realize what I missed [01:07.78]But as of now my eyes are dry [01:09.46]'Cause I'm tryna stay alive [01:10.94]In the city where too many niggas die [01:13.51]Dreamin' quiet tryna dodge a suit and tie [01:16.05]Who am I [01:19.01]Aye who am I [01:21.64]Yeah [01:23.31]Things change rearrange and so do I [01:26.43]It ain't always for the better dawg I can't lie [01:29.58]I get high 'cause the lows can be so cold [01:32.54]I might bend a little bit but I don't fold [01:36.07]One time for my mind and two for yours [01:39.42]I got food for your [01:40.74]Thoughts to sooth your soul [01:42.57]If you see my tears fall just let me be [01:45.72]Move along nothing to see [01:47.53]I always did **** the hard way [01:49.54]My niggas slangin' in the hallway [01:51.91]Burnt CD's and trees like this was broadway [01:55.20]Times square [01:56.21]Kept the dimes there in the locker [01:58.24]Some Reggie Miller [01:59.37]With more brown hairs than Chewbacca [02:01.54]Whispers that he got it for the low low [02:03.92]Sell a dime for a dub [02:05.74]Them white boys ain't know no better [02:07.64]Besides [02:08.31]What's twenty dollars to a nigga like that [02:11.00]He tell his pops he need some lunch [02:12.66]And he gon' get it right back [02:14.18]I peep game [02:15.22]Got home snatched my mama keychain [02:17.46]Took her whip [02:18.42]The appeal too ill to refrain [02:20.63]I hit the boulevard pull up [02:22.48]To my nigga front door [02:23.83]His mama at home [02:25.09]She still let 'em hit the blunt though [02:27.04]I told her hello [02:28.20]And sat with my nigga and laughed [02:30.37]And talked about [02:31.29]How we gon' smash all the ******* in class [02:33.53]I complimented [02:34.63]How I see him out here getting his cash [02:36.88]And just asked [02:38.04]What a nigga gotta do to get that [02:39.95]Put me on [02:40.78]He just laughed when he seen I was sure [02:43.29]17 years breathing his demeanor said more [02:46.52]He told me [02:47.31]Nigga you know how you sound right now [02:49.97]You wasn't my mans [02:50.99]I would think that you a clown right now [02:53.05]Listen you everything I wanna be [02:55.47]That's why I **** with you [02:56.93]So how you looking up to me [02:58.78]When I look up to you [03:00.39]You 'bout to go get a degree [03:02.05]I'ma be stuck with two choices [03:03.93]Either graduate to weight [03:05.36]Or selling number two [03:06.83]For what [03:07.36]A hundred bucks or two a week [03:09.25]Do you think that you would know [03:10.51]What to do if you was me [03:12.41]I got four brothers [03:14.64]One mother that don't love us [03:16.68]If they ain't want us [03:17.48]Why the **** they never wore rubbers [03:19.92]I felt ashamed to have ever complained [03:22.36]About my lack of gear [03:23.59]And thought about how far we done came [03:25.50]From trailer park to a front yard [03:27.49]With trees in the sky [03:28.70]Thank you mama dry your eyes [03:30.48]There ain't no reason to cry [03:31.96]You made a genius and I [03:33.51]Ain't gon' take it for granted [03:35.09]I ain't gon' settle for lesser [03:36.80]I ain't gon' take what they handed [03:38.42]Nah I'm gon' take what they owe me [03:39.84]And show you that I can fly [03:41.63]And show ol' girl what she missing [03:43.26]The illest nigga alive [03:44.97]Aye who am I [03:45.98]Things change rearrange and so do I [03:49.11]It ain't always for the [03:50.25]Better dawg I can't lie [03:52.21]I get high 'cause the lows can be so cold [03:55.55]I might bend a little bit but I don't fold [03:58.78]One time for my mind and two for yours [04:01.90]I got food for your thoughts [04:03.64]To sooth your soul [04:05.17]If you see my tears fall just let me be [04:08.42]Move along nothing to see [04:10.81]I never felt better [04:12.11]Better [04:13.02]Better [04:13.90]Better