[ti:I Can’t Even Cry (Explicit)] [ar:Hope Tala] [al:I Can’t Even Cry (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.41]I Can’t Even Cry (Explicit) - Hope Tala [00:02.02]Lyrics by:Hope Natasha McDonald [00:03.19]Produced by:Anoop D'Souza [00:12.14]Thought you were the one for me I did [00:15.26]Thought you were the one that I'd be with [00:18.39]Strolling hand in hand like little kids [00:21.67]Until you turned around and ****** with it [00:24.51]Now I can't help but wanna be alone [00:28.10]Pack up my bags and walk out the door [00:31.30]Know that I'm about to lose this war [00:34.13]But I can't remember what I've been fighting for [00:38.09]Is it love or is it something different [00:40.59]Voice of caution in my eardrums but I never listen [00:43.99]Opening my heart 'til the thing is messy [00:46.90]But I'm scared of all the hoping and the wishful thinking [00:50.25]'Cause love can be a marvel but it can be viscous [00:53.68]Cut you 'til you're bleeding without no permission [00:56.66]'Til tears are in your eyes love will blur your vision [01:00.01]Blur your vision [01:02.07]But I can't even cry cry [01:08.57]So many sleepless nights nights [01:14.57]I've been asking myself why why [01:21.87]As hard as I try [01:24.29]I'm as cold as ice petrified [01:28.30]I can't even cry [01:34.63]I can't even cry [01:41.72]I know that one day I'll find my fate [01:44.89]I'll be with somebody who loves me [01:48.14]Loves me hard enough to leave me be [01:51.28]Who gives me the time and space to breathe [01:54.26]Been making my peace with what the future holds [01:57.52]Embracing all the things that I don't know [02:00.79]Everyone I'll meet and where I'll go [02:04.33]Remember what I was fighting for [02:07.63]Is it love or is it something different [02:10.17]Voice of caution in my eardrums and I start to listen [02:13.68]Opening my heart 'til the thing is messy [02:16.98]I've stopped being scared of all the wishful thinking [02:19.97]'Cause love can be a marvel but it can be viscous [02:23.28]Swear I'll learnt to feel again make it my mission [02:26.29]'Til tears are in my eyes love will blur my vision [02:29.65]But for now I [02:32.11]I can't even cry cry [02:38.09]So many sleepless nights nights [02:44.09]I've been asking myself why why [02:51.50]As hard as I try [02:53.81]I'm as cold as ice petrified [02:57.75]I can't even cry cry cry [03:05.88]Cry cry [03:10.54]I can't even cry cry cry [03:17.04]As hard as I try [03:19.32]I'm as cold as ice petrified [03:23.49]I can't even