Tear Jerker-Jamie Madrox

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[00:00.00]Tear Jerker - Jamie Madrox
[00:00.34]This song right here
[00:01.59]Is dedicated
[00:03.43]Is dedicated
[00:04.87]Is dedicated
[00:06.40]To my family
[00:08.10]Is dedicated
[00:09.55]Is dedicated
[00:11.03]Is dedicated
[00:11.76]I was the product of two people the never got along
[00:14.85]I was named after a song they
[00:16.80]Heard the night I was born
[00:17.98]I was probly never planned but you know how it go
[00:20.83]Pops was strong and had it all under control
[00:24.06]Moms was on and bored and couldn't wait to leave
[00:27.04]But she was pregnant now and still a mother to be
[00:30.18]And because of that fact she stayed
[00:32.22]And put up with his sh*t
[00:33.50]And took everything that
[00:34.83]That motha f**ka could dish
[00:36.41]Believe it wasn't easy and from what I'm told
[00:39.23]Then again I don't remember
[00:40.79]I was two years old
[00:42.28]I was too young to know or
[00:43.96]See the tears in her eyes
[00:45.20]And wonder why every night she
[00:47.19]Would cry and pray to die
[00:48.57]That's some f**ked up sh*t
[00:49.72]But I was so care free
[00:51.30]Like every other child just livin' a fantasy
[00:54.52]Never thought for a second
[00:56.00]Considered it wasn't real
[00:57.57]If it wasn't should I change the way that I feel
[01:00.51]
[01:01.29]Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain
[01:04.24]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[01:07.22]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[01:10.34]And it's real because
[01:11.25]It's all love coming again
[01:13.25]Just like a parent wanna shield you from love and pain
[01:16.46]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[01:19.52]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[01:22.51]And it's real because
[01:23.54]It's all love coming again
[01:25.45]Moms is tripping
[01:26.43]And pops is chilling
[01:27.92]Brainstorming trying to come up on a million
[01:30.29]Or even a thousand
[01:31.66]A few hundred will be right on time
[01:33.88]'Cause them bills is piling up
[01:35.38]And we're fallin' further behind
[01:37.04]And dept collect is banging and calling the phone
[01:39.88]When they would come to our house we
[01:41.78]Would pretend we wasn't home
[01:43.41]Standing in the wikline
[01:44.84]Free honey and cheese
[01:46.31]When gratuity baskets from local charities
[01:49.31]It's not fresh at all when you going to school
[01:51.97]And can't afford to dress just like the cool kids do
[01:55.23]So with used text books and last year's shoes
[01:58.20]I was destined to never make it
[01:59.78]To the likes of high school
[02:01.32]Time passed and pops got sick and fell ill
[02:04.52]And everything went down hill
[02:06.58]And when them S S I checks didn't
[02:08.66]Cover the bills not even close
[02:10.76]Moms kept the boat afloat as we coast into next year
[02:14.28]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain
[02:17.16]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[02:20.20]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[02:23.07]And it's real because it's all love coming again
[02:26.32]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain
[02:29.31]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[02:32.32]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[02:35.43]And it's real because it's all love coming again
[02:38.50]I see pops even less than before
[02:40.80]But he is living in the same
[02:42.31]House behind the bedroom door
[02:44.15]It's always closed again and he's sleeping no doubt
[02:46.70]A rare occasion be a bathroom would bring him out
[02:49.94]And I get to see him for a
[02:51.32]Second just to say hey
[02:53.07]How you doing
[02:53.79]Good to see you awake
[02:55.05]Are you ok
[02:56.08]Ok
[02:56.77]For him no reply
[02:57.78]Yea Jamie I'm fine
[02:59.07]And the same night leave my world without saying goodbye
[03:02.39]Can you imagine the rage of pain that I felt
[03:05.14]I was too shocked to cry while excepting to change dealt
[03:08.06]Change dealt
[03:08.75]I went to school and all the kids in my class
[03:11.11]Attended a special mass
[03:12.72]To acknowledge that he passed
[03:14.13]
[03:14.75]Wanted to cry but not in front of my peers
[03:17.31]And not in front of a priest so I wiped away tears
[03:20.46]And swallowed the whole sorrow like a bit of relief
[03:23.11]And prayed to God to let me talk to
[03:25.10]Him every night when I sleep when I sleep
[03:27.06]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain
[03:30.10]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[03:33.08]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[03:36.26]And it's real because it's all love coming again
[03:39.07]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain
[03:42.24]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[03:45.21]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[03:48.28]And it's real because it's all love coming again
[03:51.19]
[03:57.59]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[04:00.50]And it's real because it's all love coming again
[04:03.49]Just like a parent wanna shield you from all the pain
[04:06.55]No matter how much inside that you're suffering
[04:09.42]True sacrifice like the wings of a dove
[04:12.65]And it's real because it's all love coming again