[ti:Happy Now] [ar:Mykyl/Dylan Emmet] [al:Happy Now] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.34]Happy Now - Mykyl/Dylan Emmet [00:01.30]Lyrics by:Michael Van Wagoner/Dylan Emmet [00:02.46]Composed by:Michael Van Wagoner/Dylan Emmet [00:03.51]Produced by:Dylan Emmet/Mykyl [00:06.02]Pick up my phone I shouldn't check again [00:08.45]But here I go jealous of all my friends [00:10.84]They've got it figured out I don't [00:15.71]Stuck on a loop getting all in my head [00:18.47]So much to do I can't count the endless hours I've spent [00:22.37]I'm failure prone [00:25.85]Time's always been an enemy [00:28.44]Scaring me half to death [00:30.45]I fell asleep at 17 and woke up 30 [00:35.31]So I let me down [00:39.47]Unfulfilling expectations [00:42.12]Wishing I could be complacent [00:45.62]But I'm freaking out [00:49.67]Count for hours years I've wasted [00:52.46]Thought I'd be happy now [00:56.70]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now [01:01.67]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now [01:09.65]Closing my eyes try to deny I'm here [01:12.20]How is my life everything I feared [01:14.89]Running this maze with no way out [01:19.41]Has it all been a lie am I deluding myself [01:21.64]Put it all on the line or put it [01:23.53]All on the shelf [01:24.31]Tell everyone I'm fine when I really need help [01:27.01]'Cause I'm too proud to hear it [01:29.21]So I let me down [01:33.08]Unfulfilling expectations [01:35.66]Wishing I could be complacent [01:39.59]But I'm freaking out [01:43.22]Count for hours years I've wasted [01:46.07]Thought I'd be happy now [01:50.41]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now [01:55.50]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now [02:00.45]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now [02:05.52]Happy now happy now happy now happy now happy now