[ti:oh are you bipolar one or two? (Explicit)] [ar:glaive] [al:i care so much that i dont care at all (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]oh are you bipolar one or two? (Explicit) - glaive [00:03.47]Lyrics by:Jeff Hazin/Rodaidh McDonald/Ash Gutierrez [00:06.94]Composed by:Jeff Hazin/Rodaidh McDonald/Ash Gutierrez [00:10.41]Produced by:Jeff Hazin/Rodaidh McDonald [00:13.89]The moment I turn twenty-three [00:16.83]I'll grab the gun my father gave to me [00:20.22]On my birthday when I turned seventeen [00:23.74]I'll lay a note right next to me that says [00:28.21]Split the money that I have evenly [00:31.57]Between my mom and my dad [00:34.32]I'll speak so eloquently on [00:38.36]What to do with each half [00:41.57]I'll tell Rebecca [00:43.53]Buy a home down the road from Cypress Grove [00:48.60]And I know mother you don't want me [00:51.19]To go but I must go [00:55.50]And I'll tell Mark to buy a car [00:58.95]Please know you're always in my heart [01:02.40]Even when my conscious self departs you did your job [01:09.90]And to Chris I hope you're smilin' [01:13.37]'Cause you kept the boy from dying [01:16.83]For almost a decade man **** what my friends say [01:20.32]One twitch of the finger **** around [01:22.52]And I'm dead weight [01:23.80]Don't believe what the press say [01:25.68]I did this for me and [01:27.22]No one else in the best way [01:29.10]To all of my friends you know [01:30.82]I wish you the best [01:32.11]And when you say my name say [01:34.28]That **** with your chest [01:35.72]And I think I should be clear I don't want [01:39.88]I don't wan' be here with people that [01:43.04]That I didn't know last year at ******* all [01:46.90]You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off [01:50.92]Girl I don't want to be here at all [01:54.55]At all at all at all at all [01:59.49]I'll put the metal to skin and [02:01.57]I'll go off on a whim and say [02:04.37]That I don't wan' be here at ******* all [02:12.98]I wonder if tomorrow would've been better [02:17.21]In all honesty it don't even matter at all [02:22.42]'Cause it bends it breaks it folds [02:25.92]And I'm here right now so just hear me out [02:29.51]Know I let you down but I can't no I can't [02:34.40]I can't change anything this trajectory [02:39.15]It was meant for me it was meant to be [02:42.71]Don't let my mom see me before they bury me [02:46.19]'Cause the man in that coffin **** he's barely me [02:49.80]Plenty people gon' say they were there for me [02:53.15]They weren't there for me [02:54.84]They didn't care for me so [02:57.39]I don't wan' be here with people that [03:00.35]That I didn't know last year at ******* all [03:04.33]You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off [03:08.27]Girl I don't want to be here at all [03:11.85]At all at all at all at all [03:16.85]I'll put the metal to skin and [03:18.83]I'll go off on a whim and say [03:21.69]That I don't wan' be here at ******* all