[ti:I Wish I Wasn't Me] [ar:Eric Nam (에릭 남)] [al:House on a Hill (Deluxe)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:16.44]Quiet please can someone turn my head down [00:21.57]Can't sleep got the rhythm too loud [00:25.84]I'm barely keeping breath inside my body [00:31.16]Screaming to keep the darkness out [00:35.36]But the monsters knock and I let them in [00:41.04]Fear and doubt are my closest friends [00:45.12]But let's give em show [00:48.63]Bring out the marching band [00:51.53]Hoping that no one can see [00:57.13]When the curtains are closed [01:00.24]I'm alone in an empty room [01:03.45]Wishing that I wasn't me [01:09.41]Cause sometimes [01:10.80]I wish I wasn't me [01:17.12]I wish I wasn't me [01:31.43]Listen a symphony of sadness [01:36.44]Playing softly in the corners of my mind [01:40.47]See I'm building these walls of validation [01:46.32]Too high for me to even climb [01:50.32]But the monsters knock and I let them in [01:55.89]Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends [02:00.13]But let's give em show [02:03.63]Bring out the marching band [02:06.36]Hoping that no one can see [02:12.13]When the curtains are closed [02:15.33]I'm alone in an empty room [02:18.38]Wishing that I wasn't me [02:24.44]Sometimes I wish I wasn't me [02:32.11]I wish I wasn't me