Today I laugh at whatever’s said Cos in the past I was left for dead They were wiping out the path I was yet to tread If I’m in beef don’t worry your little precious head And if you request backup I have to decline No one had my back it would shatter your spine I ain’t got a light, I ain’t grabbing a pint Staying sober so I keep track of my lies Here’s a wire tap to the back of my mind I just mind the gap when the panic arrives Avoid matters if they don’t matter to mine Is that a crime? Why? Greetings with pride have tragic goodbyes If I don’t feel alive I don’t give a damn if he dies In fact, look into his eyes for vanishing light.. Oh that’s kinda dark... Laugh at trauma, laugh at trauma Part personality, part disorder Too much time out in the darkest corner That’s all I thought of