things i can't speak about-陈童言

[00:00.00]词：Nono陈童言
[00:00.00]曲：Nono陈童言
[00:00.00]钢琴：Nono陈童言
[00:00.00]制作人：Nono陈童言
[00:00.70]录音：范晔、赖玮嘉
[00:00.70]混音：李海
[00:00.70]母带：Jett Galindo
[00:00.70]A&R企划：看看月亮LOOM
[00:00.70]出品：腾讯音乐人
[00:00.70]出品人：凌联兴
[00:00.70]统筹：mantas、董楠楠@腾讯音乐人
[00:00.70]监制：Kloe Tian
[00:00.70]OP：喃喃闹客（上海）文化传播有限公司
[00:00.70]SP：美希亚音乐版权代理（北京）有限公司

[00:01.02]So many things I can’t speak about
[00:01.02]我的心中有许多不可告人之事
[00:07.81]And they don’t make me proud
[00:07.81]我并不引以为傲
[00:16.45]Another bad choice that I could've avoided
[00:16.45]又一次本可避免的失足
[00:22.93]But no one taught me how
[00:22.93]可是没人教我如何预判

[00:31.83]Now I’m on the edge, knees shaking
[00:31.83]双膝颤抖着于悬崖边挪步
[00:35.20]But keep on going don’t turn around, love
[00:35.20]亲爱的，请离我远去不要回头
[00:39.89]The look of worry is the last thing I need
[00:39.89]请收起你担忧的眼神
[00:43.58]Cause it makes me nothing
[00:43.58]因为它只会让我越发懦弱

[00:49.86]I have quietly died
[00:49.86]我已悄然逝去
[00:54.87]When my hands betrayed my head
[00:54.87]当双手再次背叛大脑
[00:59.13]When my heart thought it was smart to fall for him again
[00:59.13]当内心再次为他沉沦
[01:06.73]I have shamelessly lied
[01:06.73]我不顾颜面撒谎
[01:10.97]No one’s name should I blame
[01:10.97]深知无人可以怪罪
[01:15.59]He brought knife to my eyes and I said “shape me with it”
[01:15.59]是我在他亮出刀刃时迎面说：“请重塑我。”

[01:41.67]Same old excuse he’s been hidden in
[01:41.67]惯用的借口是他的藏匿之处
[01:48.45]Listen I've tried and tried to give a hint
[01:48.45]千百遍我偷偷呼救
[01:57.31]I always show up like a warrior but there’s a coward in me
[01:57.31]坚强的面具下灵魂不停打颤
[02:04.64]That still hopes he could win
[02:04.64]残留着一丝任他主宰的念想

[02:13.28]I’m jumping to the end of the story
[02:13.28]故事的结局早已书写
[02:16.74]But keep on reading don’t skip a page, love
[02:16.74]可亲爱的，请不要草草翻篇
[02:21.92]I still need courage to reveal what’s under bandage
[02:21.92]当下的我还在积蓄面对疤痕的勇气
[02:25.60]Please don’t push too hard
[02:25.60]请伴我慢慢前行

[02:31.64]I have quietly died
[02:31.64]我已悄然逝去
[02:36.39]When my hands betrayed my head
[02:36.39]当双手再次背叛大脑
[02:40.61]When my heart thought it was smart to fall for him again
[02:40.61]当内心再次为他沉沦
[02:48.20]I have shamelessly lied
[02:48.20]我不顾颜面撒谎
[02:52.45]No one’s name should I blame
[02:52.45]深知无人可以怪罪
[02:56.61]He brought knife to my eyes and I said “shape me with it”
[02:56.61]是我在他亮出刀刃时迎面说：“请重塑我。”

[03:12.24]He’s the pain, he’s the fear
[03:12.24]他是我伤痛畏惧的根源
[03:15.91]He’s the pill, he’s my dear
[03:15.91]他是我疗愈慰籍的偏方
[03:24.88]He’s my dearest
[03:24.88]我爱得如此深切

[03:40.35]So many things I can’t speak about
[03:40.35]我的心中有许多不可告人之事

[03:49.87]I am deadly alive
[03:49.87]我空有一副躯壳
[03:54.01]Got his smile, got his eyes
[03:54.01]填上他的微笑，画上他的眼睛
[03:57.87]Got his mouth to cheat my mind and hush myself goodnight
[03:57.87]搬来他的话语搪塞心声，催眠入睡
[04:05.62]I am so mesmerized
[04:05.62]我深陷其中
[04:09.73]I've become the one I hate
[04:09.73]被自己小看
[04:13.94]Scared to act, weak as flake, but he loves me
[04:13.94]唯唯诺诺，畏畏缩缩，可他爱这样的我
[04:21.60]He loves me this way
[04:21.60]他爱这样弱小的我
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