The Closest Thing I've Found-YCK

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[00:00.41]The Closest Thing I've Found - YCK
[00:01.38]Lyrics by：Y C K
[00:21.78]This is the closest thing I've found
[00:26.47]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
[00:31.66]It'll last much longer it never does so
[00:36.90]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
[00:42.96]It's difficult articulating
[00:44.14]Just how I'm feeling
[00:45.24]I fall apart and crumble down
[00:46.76]Every layer is peeling
[00:47.89]You're getting closer to
[00:48.80]The center you can see my insides
[00:50.50]I'm only rotten to the core
[00:51.86]But I can wish that in time
[00:53.21]I go to prove myself and show
[00:54.50]You all that I'm not the one
[00:55.82]They make me out to be
[00:56.80]A travesty and demon in one
[00:58.41]I'm nothing perfect I prefer
[00:59.67]To keep my thoughts to myself
[01:01.11]I'm still assuring I ain't hurting
[01:02.57]Contradicting my health
[01:04.18]Ever since December anything I remember
[01:06.32]Is nothing good I miss the days
[01:07.86]When you put up with my temper
[01:09.21]I know I'm hot-headed not
[01:10.50]Sending warmest regards
[01:11.69]I wouldn't think you'd wanna
[01:12.84]See me since we drifted apart
[01:14.86]Now the nights are long
[01:15.94]And the days falling short
[01:17.10]You ain't been calling up my phone
[01:18.54]But now I've been calling yours
[01:19.78]I want a last time I need to hear
[01:21.60]You speaking just once
[01:22.46]I still will love you all despite
[01:23.88]The things you've said and you've done
[01:25.53]This is the closest thing I've found
[01:30.45]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
[01:35.53]It'll last much longer it never does so
[01:40.83]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
[01:46.80]You say I'm so gifted but what is my gift
[01:49.16]When I be ruining Christmas by causing a rift
[01:51.73]I'm stirring up the melting pot
[01:53.25]Hurt the ones that I love
[01:54.48]I do whatever that I want
[01:55.87]'Cause no one strikes from above
[01:57.09]If they were watching me
[01:58.13]They'd obviously be sending a sign
[01:59.64]I need autonomy no stopping me
[02:01.41]From living my life
[02:02.38]There ain't no message in
[02:03.49]A bottle coming up from the pipes
[02:05.11]I really think I'm only awful
[02:06.50]To the ones that I like
[02:08.04]I wonder how they put up with
[02:09.48]The words that I said
[02:10.50]I try to keep 'em to myself
[02:11.74]And keep 'em all in my head
[02:13.16]I hate confiding 'cause I find
[02:14.37]My thoughts are nothing but dark
[02:15.60]And often find myself at sea
[02:17.07]But like I can't disembark
[02:18.85]Won't appreciate me till
[02:20.08]When after I'm gone
[02:21.04]At least I lived a simple
[02:22.35]Life doing things that I want
[02:23.71]You couldn't trap me or steer me
[02:25.21]Right into a corner
[02:26.38]I did what I had felt was right
[02:27.93]Thanks to all my supporters
[02:29.57]Four walls caving in
[02:34.85]There's no saving him
[02:40.10]Will they ever hear his real name
[02:45.22]Or know what it's like to feel pain
[02:50.80]Four walls caving in
[02:56.14]There's no saving him
[03:01.49]Will they ever hear his real name
[03:06.50]Or know what it's like to feel pain
[03:12.22]This is the closest thing I've found
[03:17.17]To a semblance of happiness I doubt
[03:22.50]It'll last much longer it never does so
[03:27.50]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown
[03:33.56]Four walls caving in
[03:38.86]There's no saving him
[03:44.10]Will they ever hear his real name
[03:49.40]Or know what it's like to feel pain
[03:54.79]Four walls caving in
[04:00.16]There's no saving him
[04:05.48]Will they ever hear his real name
[04:10.68]Or know what it's like to feel pain