[ti:Jazzy's Tale] [ar:Jazmine Sullivan] [al:Heaux Tales, Mo' Tales: The Deluxe (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.35]Jazzy's Tale - Jazmine Sullivan [00:04.43]I think I've stayed in most of my relationships too long [00:07.68]I was chasing a love and a life [00:10.37]That I grew up seeing with my parents [00:11.94]So it was moreso about an idea in my head [00:15.05]Than the actual relationship that I had [00:17.34]Also I just didn't wanna be alone [00:19.33]Growing up a brown skinned girl a fat girl [00:22.24]Essentially growing up feeling undesirable [00:24.33]When I got older and I had a man that desired me [00:27.94]It validated me and made me feel good about myself [00:30.11]Therefore the content that the validation brought me [00:34.01]Was worth the actual pain that the relationship eventually brought [00:37.88]And it's a sad scary and vulnerable place [00:40.67]When you need to feel love so much that you're willing to accept anything