if depression gets the best of me (Explicit)-Zevia

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[00:00.14]if depression gets the best of me (Explicit) - Zevia
[00:00.91]Lyrics by：zevia
[00:01.00]Composed by：zevia
[00:01.14]Empty and numb
[00:08.39]Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left
[00:16.92]Help me I'm scared
[00:23.48]'Cause the one thing on my mind
[00:27.01]Is for me to disappear
[00:33.54]So mama when I die
[00:38.28]Please hold in your cry
[00:41.83]Just know that when I'm gone
[00:44.95]I'll always be right by your side
[00:50.06]And lover when I leave
[00:53.79]I know that we don't speak
[00:58.00]I'm sorry that I failed you
[01:01.31]But you meant the world to me
[01:08.88]I lost my sight
[01:16.53]I still can't see all the places
[01:21.24]Where there might be light
[01:25.06]I used to stare
[01:31.05]At the mirror now I don't
[01:34.87]'Cause when I do I see a ghost
[01:38.80]It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self centered
[01:46.68]I'm tryna be better
[01:49.66]But I feel under the weather
[01:53.95]So mama when I die
[01:57.96]Please hold in your cry
[02:01.89]Just know that when I'm gone
[02:05.01]I'll always be right by your side
[02:09.80]And lover when I leave
[02:13.98]I know that we don't speak
[02:17.81]I'm sorry that I failed you
[02:21.28]You deserve better than me
[02:26.04]So mama when I die
[02:29.99]Please hold in your cry
[02:34.41]Just know that when I'm gone
[02:37.44]I'll always be right by your side
[02:41.96]And lover when I leave
[02:46.00]I know that we don't speak
[02:49.99]I'm sorry that I failed you
[02:53.56]You deserve better than me