[ti:Featuring Uzuhan (Explicit)] [ar:ARAI/Uzuhan] [al:Featuring Uzuhan (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.46]Featuring Uzuhan (Explicit) - ARAI/Uzuhan [00:01.65]Lyrics by:Artur Aigner [00:02.79]Composed by:Artur Aigner [01:07.02]I'm so old [01:11.93]******* old [01:19.74]My mind has tried to change myself [01:23.08]And kept me running from myself for years [01:35.03]I've tried it all [01:35.99]I've never changed [01:38.07]I'm not satisfied with current states [01:41.27]My entire life is acting strange and [01:44.25]I don't like it [01:47.87]I'm afraid of staying scatterbrained [01:51.39]My whole future me would never change [01:54.66]Cause I've seen it all like Doctor Strange [01:57.22]And I don't like it [02:00.88]I don't like it [02:43.53]The way I should feel seems so desperately out of reach [02:54.07]It's like I'm moving on a circle I can't see [03:06.17]And by the way [03:07.58]What is time [03:10.47]Why I'm so scared of my life time [03:17.01]I should think less and use more of it [03:22.31]All the time [03:28.58]All the time [03:40.87]I didn't like the shape of my legs [03:42.56]Felt bulky [03:43.43]I wished they were straight like an edge [03:45.20]Pull it over my head [03:46.53]When I put on the threads [03:48.01]I think it looks better on the mannequin [03:50.06]I only see the defects [03:51.38]I only see the blemishes [03:52.72]I only see the things I wanna change [03:54.63]In comparison [03:55.36]I only see the ways I fall short [03:56.99]But you would never guess [03:58.04]I wanna learn to love to my own skin I wanna cherish it [04:00.65]I wanna see this all as a part of my journey [04:02.98]I'm not embarrassed if [04:05.03]People think that I should have it figured out [04:07.59]Self acceptance is such a long road [04:09.86]Hope you learn to travel on it make your way out [04:12.48]On these twists and turns [04:13.83]You might trip and burn [04:15.19]But discover a power you didn't see at first [04:18.14]Maybe this ain't all that bad [04:43.54]And I wanna see this all as a part of my journey [04:45.67]I'm not embarrassed if [04:46.66]Not embarrassed if [04:47.51]People think that I should have it figured out [04:49.52]**** that [04:50.13]Self acceptance is such a long road [04:52.19]Long road [04:52.57]Hope you learn to travel on it make your way out [04:54.82]Way out [04:55.33]On these twists and turns [04:56.42]You might trip and burn [04:57.79]But discover a power you didn't see at first [05:00.80]Maybe this ain't all that bad