[ti:happy ever after (Explicit)] [ar:ALDN/midwxst/Alden Gardner Robinson] [al:happy ever after (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]happy ever after (Explicit) - ALDN/midwxst/Alden Gardner Robinson [00:01.76]Lyrics by:Alden Gardner Robinson/Edgar Sarratt/III [00:03.52]Composed by:Alden Gardner Robinson [00:05.29]Produced by:Alden Gardner Robinson [00:07.05]I swear we talk all the time [00:09.50]Feel like an actor [00:10.68]I got no sense of time [00:12.40] [00:13.12]What am I after [00:14.60]Tell me that you meant it [00:16.15] [00:16.87]Wrong answer [00:18.10]Actin' like I'll fix it [00:20.20]You got it backwards [00:21.04]You know we talked last night [00:22.98] [00:23.71]What'd you do after [00:24.90]I got no sense of time [00:26.43] [00:27.12]Lost in the laughter [00:28.54]Tell me that I'm worth it [00:30.22] [00:30.93]Make it matter [00:32.13]I wish that I was perfect [00:34.05]Happy ever after [00:35.17]'Cause we talk all the time [00:36.96] [00:37.47]Feel like an actor [00:39.26]I got no sense of time [00:40.55] [00:41.26]What am I after [00:42.73]Tell me that you meant it [00:44.75]Wrong answer [00:46.24]Actin' like I'll fix it [00:48.31]You got it backwards [00:49.29]And when you called last night [00:51.08] [00:51.81]I didn't answer [00:53.13]I got no sense of time [00:54.52] [00:55.25]Lost in the laughter [00:56.75]Tell me that I'm worth it [00:58.38] [00:58.88]Make it matter [01:00.23]I wish that I was perfect [01:02.25]Happy ever after [01:03.19]And now the sadness turn to anger [01:05.34] [01:05.86]What's the matter [01:07.04]I served my love upon a platter [01:09.33]But that f**** shattered [01:10.31]You notice how you mind my business [01:12.93]***** you're a witness [01:14.25]All the work I put into this [01:16.33]**** made me lifeless [01:17.77]Yeah I see they try to judge me [01:19.81]But are they happy [01:21.20]I know they're everything I could be [01:23.20]But I just wanna feel free [01:24.67]It feels like maybe it's not worth it [01:26.79]I'm just a bother [01:28.62]I wanna live my life happy ever after [01:31.41]'Cause we talk all the time [01:33.12] [01:33.83]Feel like an actor [01:35.28]I got no sense of time [01:36.69] [01:37.40]What am I after [01:38.93]Tell me that you meant it [01:40.56] [01:41.08]Wrong answer [01:42.43]Actin' like I'll fix it [01:43.97] [01:44.55]You got it backwards [01:45.39]And when you called last night [01:47.36] [01:48.05]I didn't answer [01:49.39]I got no sense of time [01:50.79] [01:51.49]Lost in the laughter [01:53.08]Tell me that I'm worth it [01:54.61] [01:55.14]Make it matter [01:56.52]I wish that I was perfect [01:58.49]Happy ever after [01:59.80] [02:04.23]My mind drifts away [02:05.90]To a vacant place [02:07.56]I wanna talk but it's hard for me [02:09.79]I'm too afraid [02:10.92]I don't believe in myself [02:12.73]I think that I'm a waste [02:14.41]You left me broken yeah [02:15.67]You left me in some disarray [02:17.61] [02:18.13]I know you might think [02:19.63]That I'm a f****-up [02:21.51]I run my mouth [02:22.46]I can never seem to shut up [02:24.86]My feelings run away and [02:26.36]I can't seem to catch up [02:28.38]I'm tryna leave all this [02:29.84]Stress and all this pressure [02:31.89]Try to build a wall [02:33.04]But it came crashing right down I'm [02:35.32]Standin' in my silence [02:36.62]I will not make a sound no [02:38.84]All these thoughts go inside [02:40.04]Of my head spin around but [02:42.33]It's so hard to let my guard [02:43.79]Back up when it's down [02:45.29]No feeling in my chest [02:47.16]I can't feel my heart pulsin' [02:49.23]You know I'm in pain [02:50.62]You already know I'm hurtin' [02:52.78]There's a hole inside of my [02:54.35]Heart as deep as the ocean [02:56.29]Puttin' on an effort so long [02:58.23]I'ma close the curtains [02:59.74]'Cause we talk all the time [03:00.97] [03:01.76]Feel like an actor [03:03.23]I got no sense of time [03:04.62] [03:05.32]What am I after [03:06.80]Tell me that you meant it [03:08.37] [03:08.96]Wrong answer [03:10.36]Actin' like I'll fix it [03:12.36]You got it backwards [03:13.70]And when you called last night [03:15.18] [03:15.95]I didn't answer [03:17.24]I got no sense of time [03:18.62] [03:19.44]Lost in the laughter [03:20.82]Tell me that I'm worth it [03:23.00]Make it matter [03:24.34]I wish that I was perfect [03:26.33]Happy ever after