[ti:*********] [ar:girl in red] [al:if i could make it go quiet] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]********* (Explicit) - girl in red/Marie Ulven [00:04.53]Lyrics by:Marie Ulven [00:09.06]Composed by:Marie Ulven [00:13.59]I'm running low on ********* [00:17.01]Chemical imbalance got me twisting things [00:20.20]Stabilize with medicine [00:23.52]There's no depth to these feelings [00:26.71]Dig deep can't hide [00:30.33]From the corners of my mind [00:33.08]I'm terrified of what's inside [00:38.22]I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off [00:41.66]Like jumping in front of a bus [00:43.25]Like how do I make this stop [00:44.91]When it feels like my therapist hates me [00:47.00]Please don't let me go crazy [00:48.62]Put me in a field with daisies [00:50.17]Might not work but I'll take a maybe [00:51.84]Oh been breaking daily [00:53.49]But only me can save me [00:55.06]So I'm capitulating crying like a f**king baby [00:58.27]I don't wanna miss it ba-da [00:59.89]I don't wanna be sick ah-da [01:01.45]I don't la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh [01:03.00]Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da [01:05.27]I'm running low on ********* [01:08.53]Chemical imbalance got me twisting things [01:11.71]Stabilize with medicine [01:14.96]There's no depth to these feelings [01:18.23]Dig deep can't hide [01:21.86]From the corners of my mind [01:24.51]I'm terrified of what's inside [01:29.81]I get intrusive thoughts [01:31.64]Like burning my hair off [01:33.15]Like hurting somebody I love [01:34.72]Like does it ever really stop [01:36.95]When there's control I lose it [01:38.56]Incredibly impulsive [01:40.14]So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid [01:43.39]But I try to contain it [01:44.90]Oh it gets so draining [01:46.53]It's like my heart is failing [01:48.13]Every night I'm contemplating [01:49.86]My inner voice is saying"tough" [01:51.71]So I try to brush it off [01:53.23]Yeah I try to brush it off [01:56.95]I'm running low on ********* [02:00.02]Chemical imbalance got me twisting things [02:03.25]Stabilize with medicine [02:06.29]But there's no depth to these feelings [02:09.81]Dig deep can't hide [02:13.35]From the corners of my mind [02:16.19]I'm terrified of what's inside [02:47.75]Kan man egentlig [02:48.38]Kan man kjenne det I hjertet at hvis man får blodpropp [02:52.78]Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå og [02:56.96]Sånn at- Liksom [02:57.82]At jeg følte at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar I kroppen