[ti:Why] [ar:Fallen Oceans] [al:Why] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Why (Explicit) - Trevor Poole [00:15.73]Depression brewin' inside of me [00:17.53]My constant fear and anxiety [00:19.37]I cannot pinpoint the reasons why [00:21.40]I don't feel like part of society [00:23.36]And I could try to take a look inside [00:25.32]To figure out [00:25.94]Why I feel so hurt [00:26.87]Why I lack self worth [00:27.81]Why my life's been pain [00:28.65]Since the day of my birth [00:29.75]And I still feel worse [00:30.62]When the pain returns [00:31.51]Too many things in my mind I can't figure out [00:33.36]All the time you guys would yell [00:34.67]And cuss each other out [00:35.54]You don't care about the demons in my mind [00:37.10]'Cause you had your own demons in you all this time [00:38.99]And you never asked why [00:40.03]Why my b***hes know smiles [00:40.96]Why I ran for miles [00:41.83]Why I changed my style [00:42.90]Why I look so sad [00:43.79]Why I get so mad [00:44.79]Why I want it all to end [00:45.82]I don't make pretend [00:47.17]Lost my cousin to the *** he was 15 [00:48.93]But all the *** that the cool kids made seem [00:50.95]I don't care about my friends because the main thing [00:52.95]Is that I do the right thing keep my name clean [00:54.93]And keep my mind clean [00:56.00]Make peace with my d**n anxiety [00:57.90]No way I make it back to sobriety [00:59.82]'Cause all the *** will heal the pain inside of me [01:03.15]I'm breaking down I'm breaking down [01:07.14]Can't figure out why I can't figure out [01:11.94]Can't take away the pain [01:16.10]I'm borderline insane [01:20.27]Why why why [01:23.86]I'm borderline insane [01:27.74]Why why why [01:31.71]I'm borderline insane [01:34.03]I can never focus on the s**t that works [01:35.62]If you give me 50 dollars for my verse [01:37.03]I'll make it work [01:37.65]But I'll write a f**kin' lie [01:38.51]'Cause the truth is all that hurts [01:39.51]I don't think it's a surprise [01:40.41]All my problems are the worst [01:41.35]Triple seven on my wrist but it don't mean jack s**t [01:43.50]Number of the angel I f**kin' thought they exist [01:45.55]Just wanna live 2020 ain't that s**t [01:47.53]Locked in my room when I'm about to go batshit [01:49.87]I wish I could say it to light [01:51.57]Age 17 thought I wanted to die [01:53.34]But I cannot lie even why I do try [01:55.19]True word from my heart to the end of my life [01:59.31]Word from my heart to the end of my life [02:01.19]Why [02:03.06]Word from my heart to the end of my life [02:05.59]I'm breaking down I'm breaking down [02:09.58]Can't figure out why I can't figure out [02:14.42]Can't take away the pain [02:18.58]I'm borderline insane