[ti:Be]
[ar:Potsu/Rav]
[al:Reaching For a Star]
[by:]
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[00:00.26]Be - Potsu/Rav
[00:00.76]
[00:05.83]There's something rotten inside me
[00:07.53]You told me to be better
[00:08.49]Ain't honestly likely
[00:09.84]You told me to be more
[00:10.84]Truth is I cannot be
[00:12.20]You told me to be smart kept promising I'm free
[00:14.51]You told me to be strong and belong
[00:15.95]Alarmed me that otherwise
[00:17.42]My life won't be long and lively
[00:19.20]Do something when I'm gone they don't despise me
[00:21.46]You told me don't be wrong
[00:22.43]Forgotten that I'm me
[00:23.95]Become something that I'm not
[00:26.28]Crushed between the four walls
[00:27.43]Ceiling and the floor boards
[00:29.16]I can't walk nor see forwards
[00:31.54]When I talk my speech Mordor
[00:33.78]Scrambled thoughts that need order
[00:35.94]Not in reach they're lost in deep waters
[00:37.89]Drawing on sleep exhausts my zeal harder
[00:40.54]Caught in grief I've honestly authored
[00:42.66]
[00:43.35]I don't wanna swim no more I want to fly
[00:46.86]Looking up at those that do but I don't identify
[00:51.34]I feel lonely when I try
[00:53.57]My dreams always seem to die
[00:55.91]I keep falling
[00:57.08]I'm so sorry I'm appalling in your eyes
[01:00.54]
[01:01.26]Show me how to be I'll show you how to not
[01:05.39]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[01:10.05]Yeah hell yeah I'm flawed as hell
[01:12.58]I could never love myself
[01:14.72]As long as I carry this guilt I will never feel fulfilled
[01:19.93]Show me how to be I'll show you how to not
[01:24.03]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[01:28.62]Yeah hell yeah I'm flawed as hell
[01:30.97]I could never love myself
[01:33.30]As long as I carry this guilt I will never feel fulfilled
[01:38.72]Beep beep beep beep-beep beep
[01:40.94]Beat
[01:41.50]I reach for the screen I need sleep
[01:43.20]This sequence is bleak
[01:44.17]It reeks then repeats week after week
[01:46.39]Increasing my fatigue
[01:47.70]I feel weak
[01:48.41]Tough to conceive I still bleed when
[01:50.02]I seem to be proceeding on reflex
[01:51.91]Deceit that I could feel relief
[01:53.44]That I could seek dreams
[01:54.54]Which seemingly all my experiences deplete
[01:57.06]See at the beginning they said that I would be winning
[01:59.26]What a beautiful thought
[02:00.18]But one I no longer believe in
[02:01.72]Belief feels belittling now I've been beaten
[02:04.09]Bested beast depressed and defeated
[02:06.39]So rest in peace to me that felt different
[02:08.86]Guess I failed at living
[02:10.08]Guess I fell and I guess I'm frai
[02:11.52]L so my failure isn't your fault
[02:13.53]Just the weather shifted and my feathers withered
[02:15.91]Show me how to be I'll show you how to not
[02:19.88]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[02:24.48]Hell yeah hell yeah I'm flawed as hell
[02:26.95]I could never love myself
[02:29.25]As long as I carry this guilt
[02:31.53]I will never feel fulfilled
[02:34.50]Show me how to be I'll show you how to not
[02:38.53]I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot
[02:43.20]Yeah hell yeah I'm flawed as hell
[02:45.50]I could never love myself
[02:47.85]As long as I carry this guilt I will never feel fulfilled
[02:52.82]R-A-V
[02:53.79]One lonely night
[02:54.31]Coming home from work to heavy rain
[02:56.03]Thirty feet from the train 'cross I 'cross every day
[02:58.30]Bar halfway down
[02:59.18]I don't hesitate
[03:00.10]Close both my eyes
[03:00.94]Oh for heaven's sake hit me today
[03:03.09]I just want it all to be erased
[03:05.07]Disappear with the fear and despair
[03:06.81]Dissipate
[03:07.36]All I've ever done is been afraid
[03:09.41]All I've ever done been is been this way
[03:11.61]You claim I ain't broken
[03:12.81]You liken my wounds to things that you deal with with ease
[03:15.58]I should too
[03:16.35]You make me hate me more than I should hate you
[03:18.68]It's always you you you
[03:20.47]But mama I'm me
[03:21.55]
[03:28.68]I just wanna be
[03:29.80]
[03:35.57]And I hope you're okay with that
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