[ti:Blue October - Hate Me] [ar:Various Artists] [al:Promo Only Modern Rock February 2006] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Blue October - Hate Me - Various Artists [00:05.71]I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head [00:10.64]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:15.46]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [00:20.58]Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [00:25.65]There's a burning in my pride a nervous bleeding in my brain [00:30.51]An ounce of peace is all I want for you Will you never call again [00:35.96]And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face [00:41.06]And will you never try to reach me it is I that wanted space [00:45.93]Hate me today [00:50.56]Hate me tomorrow [00:55.62]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [01:07.31]I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with [01:12.49]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again [01:17.18]In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [01:21.99]While I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight [01:27.74]You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate [01:33.18]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [01:37.55]So I'll drive so f**king far away that I'll never cross your mind [01:43.05]And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [01:47.81]Hate me today [01:52.36]Hate me tomorrow [01:57.49]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [02:07.99]Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow [02:18.43]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [02:29.61]And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [02:34.74]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made [02:39.92]And like a baby boy I never was a man [02:44.86]'Til I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand [02:50.17]And then I fell down yelling"make it go away" [02:54.85]Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be [03:00.47]And then she whispered"How could you did this to me" [03:07.52]Hate me today [03:12.45]Hate me tomorrow [03:17.64]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [03:27.95]Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow [03:38.20]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you