[ti:wanting] [ar:mixed matches/Lukrative] [al:but i hope you're doing well] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]wanting - mixed matches/Lukrative [00:00.33]Neilaworld [00:00.64]"I was supposed to be smart [00:01.94]And I was supposed to be creative [00:03.98]And I think hearing those things makes you scared [00:07.00]That you're gonna do something stupid [00:08.73]Or do something uninteresting [00:10.51]And no one will see you as smart and creative" [00:11.94]Tell me what to feel like [00:14.11]And just break it down [00:17.11]If you don't want to say [00:20.12]Can I know for what [00:22.80]When it's just a memory [00:25.26]Until we abandon this feeling [00:29.79]Until we aren't starting [00:32.57]Just forget this place [00:35.48]I don't want to be down to say [00:38.42]"Do it again" [00:41.38]I don't wanna let go of this [00:44.28]To give the most [00:46.31]'Cause I know how it breaks when you give it away [00:52.23]If you can't lie to me just take from me [00:57.82]I'm trying not to be dishonest [01:01.64]I don't want to fall apart when [01:04.99]I just have to be alone from this light again [01:09.76]'Cause I take off when I'm trying to help you [01:12.83]When honestly I shouldn't have to [01:16.48]'Cause you've had to give in for me [01:21.29]When I don't wait to remember but I [01:24.98]Told myself I'd try to feel it [01:27.89]All the time that I considered precious to me [01:34.05]I don't want to be down to say [01:36.99]"Do it again" [01:39.89]I don't wanna let go of this [01:42.85]To give the most [01:44.82]'Cause I know how it breaks when you give it away [01:50.75]If you can't lie to me just take from me