[00:13.432] Peel in my second whip [00:14.790] Stealing, putting second hand kills in my residence [00:18.234] Healed all my brethren with a seal, we can’t let you in [00:21.957] Medicine [00:23.390] I put the effort in to still burn at effigy [00:26.117] Odorous, I’m sober, just as lil as they letting me [00:29.112] Mama, wipe your tears, I’m fighting titans, can’t invite you here [00:32.495] Poetic license veering from the mic, my chest too tight to steer [00:35.815] Chess lessons, bloodletting, flood when the night is clear [00:38.959] I ain’t give a **** 'til my lungs had to fight for air [00:42.232] Glaring, staring numb, therapist had a life to spare [00:45.653] Snatched me by the eye said I'ma fight whether I like or not [00:48.757] And she told me reasons why, but that’s the private part [00:52.112] Burnt the midnight lighter [00:53.591] Killed the drive in me to tie the knot [00:55.181] My game slop but if I name-dropped you, you still got my heart [00:58.502] Driving off [00:59.267] Squeezing off the E-brake these days [01:01.598] I can’t talk to god just for my knees sake [01:04.098] Long conversations to be had [01:06.060] Wrong places wrong times and [01:08.130] Strong patience I must add [01:09.641] Soul weighted don’t mistake expatiations for some sadness [01:12.097] A strong face, a long race I’m unafraid to come in last [01:16.110] Quarter tank and ounce of gas and I’m driving [01:19.450] And it's just because I- [01:25.075] Yeah yeah yeah, yeah [01:30.696] Look, I’m back at it glad bags and flat backs a pack rat [01:34.403] A crass habit crash flashing scratch that im past rapping I'ma show off [01:38.838] In a scar competition [01:40.173] Flaunting close calls when you cook you can’t regress back to the store bought [01:43.943] I hope you keepin' me in mind I hope you shakin' [01:47.190] I hope you still ****yzin' hard as I made you [01:50.228] As hard as I make it love that I’m armed with broad and it’s brazen [01:53.382] Arguing with mom cause I’m always gone when i stay here [01:56.947] She said it’s just because I love you [01:59.881] That I see you out here poisoning yourself and want it for you [02:03.161] And I love you better than i love myself my fruit is spoiled [02:06.257] And it’s not a game I put it in your name I kinda told you [02:09.660] And I nodded and I took it to the bank and I deposit [02:12.836] And I dropped it and I looked into the mirror said"oh Mavi" [02:15.750] You coarser and you closer the rhythm that’s inside [02:19.017] And I warped you in the interest of design [02:21.896] It’s just because i love you [03:01.347] Clasp the windows to my soul [03:03.495] Smoke thicken grab my mental by the throat [03:06.285] Mind sifting tides shift it’s still cement around my toes [03:09.199] Saran wrap around my pack i can’t trust get hand to hand served w a hand behind my back [03:13.959] They prayed for us, ain’t heard the answer but my glance is in the stash [03:17.279] It’s growing handsome by the stack i self aggrandized in the past but now the sun talking [03:21.412] Not sure of where i’m going but i’m blunt walking [03:24.102] In life or in this hood so keep a look for 911 callers [03:27.190] I fund loss and i’m from loss [03:28.843] U gut me then it’s no love lost [03:30.510] You spun me into crumbles fingers numbing from the bloodloss [03:33.839] I’ve endured [03:34.830] The moral of my story is i’m I'mpure [03:36.935] The horror in my story is ive been through it and i still do it and my pencil is in earnest the difference tween u hearing the new records from my service [03:45.005] The medicine i’m burning turned my breath into a furnace [03:48.162] Whole face hot [03:49.439] Shoulders hold weight till i break pace and can’t stop [03:52.473] So baby i could change your life, if you let me [03:55.558] Tryna eat ain’t really crave a bite since gained insight from desi [03:58.719] So i stay inside away from light [04:00.526] Hoping that your prayers reach [04:02.273] Loathing that i can’t breathe [04:03.999] Croaking when i can’t speak [04:05.506] I was open with my grandscheme [04:07.151] You was either with me or in my way plow through standees [04:10.199] We sprouting now because we plant seeds [04:12.136] You plant love love will grow [04:13.537] You plant fear fear a grow [04:15.232] If you planted meter me would grow [04:16.787] But i was branded negro [04:18.766] I got slanted before relegated to preshow [04:21.672] I started w wine then to the clear then to the nino [04:24.906] Then to everclear and never steering without preroll [04:28.000] And i just had the presets to preceptor me bro [04:31.525] I bleed presence [04:32.639] And preach lessons [04:33.839] All for free too [04:34.718] And I offer free smoke to any ***** behind a #MeToo [04:38.023] To my *****s: we ain’t free until she free too [04:41.766] To my sisters: we ain’t free until they free too