life-awakebutstillinbed

[ti:life]
[ar:awakebutstillinbed]
[al:《what people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself the way that other people see you》]
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[00:07.61]作曲 : Shannon Taylor
[00:12.69]I couldn't get my life back
[00:18.92]I couldn't get my life back, I couldn't save myself
[00:25.68]All the words of my mother hang heavy over me
[00:32.01]It's summer in Texas, 2003
[00:38.06]I dissociate, the world around me fades
[00:44.04]There is no self if there is no one else
[00:50.24]So I isolate and suppress discomfort
[00:56.37]And I sacrifice any shred of my own self-worth
[01:02.52]While I put so much faith in my open eyes
[01:08.57]I have never felt so lonely and desperate
[01:17.08]I couldn't get my life back
[01:23.25]I couldn't get my life back, I didn't stand a chance
[01:30.04]All the pain within my past weighs heavy on my heart
[01:36.16]The euphoria won't last, it'll tear your life apart
[01:42.04]I feel the same; the world around me changed
[01:48.09]It is a mess, and I could not make sense
[01:54.32]Of this brave new world I navigate alone
[02:00.42]Or my hyper-vulnerability I now call home
[02:04.28]'Cause I put so much trust in their shifting words
[02:12.48]And I have never felt so stupid and useless before
[02:51.06]But it is all my fault
[02:57.98]I never should have trusted them
[03:04.63]It's easy to smile and wave, to tell them one thing to their face
[03:11.60]It's hard to tell the truth
[03:18.92]Yeah, it is all my fault
[03:24.17]But how could I have known that
[03:31.17]What people call low self-esteem is really just seeing yourself
[03:37.39]The way other people see you?
[03:42.39]I couldn't get my life back
[03:48.99]I couldn't get my life back
[03:55.36]I couldn't get my life back
[04:01.94]I couldn't get my life back