Arose (Explicit)-Eminem

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[00:00.00]Arose (Explicit) - Eminem
[00:00.71]Lyrics by：Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom
[00:02.62]Composed by：Marshall Mathers/Barry White/A. McBroom
[00:04.53]Produced by：Rick Rubin
[00:05.48]If I could rewind time like a tape
[00:08.09]Inside a boombox one day for every pill or Percocet that I ate
[00:13.75]Cut down on the Valium I'da heard everything
[00:16.71]But death is turning so definite wait
[00:20.17]They got me all hooked up to some machine
[00:22.47]I love you Bean didn't want you to know I was struggling
[00:25.84]Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine
[00:28.60]Just heard that nurse say
[00:29.78]My liver and kidneys aren't functioning
[00:31.97]Been flirtatious with death skirt-chasing I guess
[00:34.78]It's arrivederci same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me
[00:38.25]And it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday
[00:41.97]Baby girl I'm sorry I ******* hate when you hurt Hai
[00:45.34]And sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts
[00:47.83]But girls you can just open 'em
[00:49.34]Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
[00:52.16]Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
[00:54.19]I go to make a fist but I can't make one I'm frozen stiff
[00:57.55]I yell but nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout
[01:00.70]My vocal cords won't permit me I scream but it's not aloud
[01:04.31]You put your arm around Momma to calm her wow
[01:07.20]I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk us down
[01:10.88]Never see you graduate in your caps and gowns
[01:13.73]It's 'bout to be 2008 how's this happening now?
[01:17.37]I've got so much more to do
[01:18.98]And Proof I'm truly sorry if I let you down
[01:21.42]But this tore me in two
[01:24.20]The thought of no more me and you
[01:26.17]You gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school
[01:30.20]Doody I'm trying but you you were the glue that binded
[01:33.30]So many things time I'd give anything to rewind it
[01:36.59]I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
[01:39.71]By pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
[01:42.93]That image burned in my brain of you on that table
[01:45.55]Me falling across your body not able to stand to save you
[01:49.51]God why did you take him?
[01:51.35]I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan?
[01:55.07]Little ladies be brave take care of your mother
[01:58.13]Smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other
[02:01.33]I'll always love ya and I'll be in the back of your memory
[02:04.28]And I know you'll never forget me
[02:05.86]Just don't get sad when remembering
[02:08.15]And little bro keep making me proud
[02:10.42]You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down
[02:13.82]And when you're exchanging those sacred vows
[02:15.90]Just know that if I could be there I would
[02:17.89]And should you ever see parenthood I know you'll be good at it
[02:21.23]Oh almost forgot to do something thank my father too
[02:24.59]I actually learned a lot from you
[02:26.63]You taught me what not to do
[02:28.99]And Mom wish I'd have had the chance
[02:30.53]To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you
[02:34.72]Doody I see you I go to walk to you
[02:37.04]And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room
[02:40.68]Nurses lean over the bed pulling tubes out
[02:43.62]Then the sheet over my head shut the room down
[02:47.02]Girls please don't get upset
[02:48.70]I see them cheeks soaking and wet
[02:50.39]As you squeeze hold of my neck so forcibly don't wanna let
[02:53.86]Me go pillow drenched emotional wrecks
[02:56.95]With every second each closer to death
[02:59.78]But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow
[03:02.57]Then a breath machines go
[03:05.16]Must've guessed the cheat codes to this ****
[03:07.80]I'm tryna rewind time like a tape
[03:10.09]Find an escape make a beeline try and awake
[03:13.47]From this dream I need to re-find my inner strength
[03:16.71]To remind me even if a steep climb I must take
[03:19.71]To rewrite a mistake I'm rewinding the tape
[03:26.17]I don't want it
[03:26.97]I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it
[03:29.23]One hundred percent finished fed up with it
[03:31.38]I'm hanging it up **** it
[03:33.16]Excuse the cursing baby but just know
[03:35.47]That I'm a good person though they portray me as cold
[03:38.16]And if things should worsen but I bet you they won't
[03:40.95]I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
[03:43.51]Shred these old letters I wrote
[03:45.02]All that old pathetic loathing closing credits can roll
[03:47.83]I'm proud to be back
[03:49.40]I'm 'bout to like a rematch outdo Relapse
[03:52.67]With Recovery Mathers LP2
[03:55.05]Help propel me to victory laps
[03:57.68]Gas toward 'em and fast forward the past
[03:59.78]Consider the last four minutes as
[04:01.78]The song I'da sang to my daughters
[04:03.38]If I'da made it to the hospital less than two hours later
[04:06.17]But I fought it
[04:07.36]And came back like a boomerang on 'em
[04:09.14]Now a new day is dawnin'
[04:10.67]I'm up Tuesday it's mornin' now I know
[04:12.85]Haha