[ti:Snow In October] [ar:Chelsea Cutler] [al:Snow In October] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Snow In October - Chelsea Cutler [00:10.43]Written by:Chelsea Cutler [00:20.87]Feelings will change but I never feel enough [00:25.51]And time heals in waves [00:26.77]But won't fill the holes you dug [00:30.51]Memories fade but I hold onto my love [00:35.28]I stay awake wishing on stars above [00:40.28]I try not to think about the ways [00:43.47]That it's coming down [00:45.17]The things I was feeling then [00:47.62]I don't wanna feel again [00:49.99]Deep breaths coming in and out [00:52.38]One kick and I'm coming down [00:54.78]The things that I never said [00:57.23]I don't wanna hold them in [01:00.17]It snowed in October when I wanted rain [01:04.98]I don't think I'm changing [01:07.35]But I don't feel the same [01:09.75]And all of my pieces that I gave away [01:14.50]I'm burning my body so I can stay warm [01:37.75]I tried to grow but I never change enough [01:42.29]I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug [01:47.35]All that I was crumbled beneath your weight [01:52.09]Days turn to night and love withers into hate [01:57.19]I try not to think at all [01:59.64]The room never felt so small [02:01.98]I heard all the words you said [02:04.38]Coloring my bones in red [02:06.87]Have we lost the coast line yet [02:09.20]How deep does the water get [02:11.55]The waves go above my head [02:13.99]I don't wanna hold my breath [02:16.95]It snowed in October when I wanted rain [02:21.79]I don't think I'm changing [02:24.14]But I don't feel the same [02:26.58]And all of my pieces that I gave away [02:31.36]I'm burning my body so I can stay [02:43.49]So I can stay [02:55.25]It snowed in October when I wanted rain [03:00.08]I don't think I'm changing [03:02.59]But I don't feel the same [03:04.87]And all of my pieces that I gave away [03:09.69]I'm burning my body so I can stay