[ti:Lullaby (Radio Edit)] [ar:Professor Green/Tori Kelly] [al:Now That's What I Call Music 89] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Lullaby (Radio Edit) - Professor Green/Tori Kelly [00:00.43]All the times I have laid in your light [00:06.13]When your love kept me safe through the night [00:10.66]All the time I was sure you were mine [00:16.43]And before time demands our goodbye [00:21.59]Can you sing me a last lullaby [00:27.12]It's been a while since I last dreamt [00:28.98]Barely remember what it's like to dream [00:31.33]Finding it hard to get to sleep too stressed [00:33.77]And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me [00:36.47]Pretend sh*t doesn't get to me [00:38.11]And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting [00:40.32]A man's problems are his own [00:41.84]And it's my burden [00:43.37]Tossing and turning trying to get to sleep [00:45.42]But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working [00:48.40]I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with [00:50.97]Off the rails my train of thought's wandering [00:53.53]Sick of pretending to be so happy [00:55.68]All the while my anxiety eats away at me [00:58.12]My skin crawls I look up to the sky [01:00.70]And it falls the walls close in and it's [01:03.44]As if all the good in my life disappears [01:05.61]In an instant happiness is so distant [01:08.18]So seeing the ones who I love the ones who love me [01:10.96]But I don't wanna tell 'em how I feel in case they judge me [01:13.65]It's just me wish I could let somebody in [01:16.12]But I ain't ever been too trusting [01:18.06]All the times I have laid in your light [01:23.53]When your love kept me safe through the night [01:27.98]All the time I was sure you were mine [01:33.85]And before time demands our goodbye [01:38.98]Can you sing me a last lullaby [02:06.01]I've barely had any sleep when I get up [02:08.22]Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors [02:10.79]Like it's only when I'm leathered that I sleep better [02:13.27]Might sleep better when I get up I'm weak [02:16.10]It just makes my day harder I wonder if [02:18.08]It would've been any different if I had a father that I knew [02:21.81]Could it have helped shape the way that I grew [02:24.37]But the point of things I never have went from [02:26.05]Being a reason for the things that I do [02:27.84]To just being an excuse that I'd use [02:30.33]I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do [02:33.01]Find something other than negativity for my fuel [02:35.96]But I feed off it even when I don't seem bothered [02:38.70]I hide everything that's going on inside [02:40.90]Guess it's been a while since I've been honest I need help [02:43.52]But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine [02:46.45]All the times I have laid in your light [02:51.40]When your love kept me safe through the night [02:55.82]All the time I was sure you were mine [03:01.64]And before time demands our goodbye [03:06.77]Can you sing me a last lullaby [03:12.27]I just wish someone would tell me it would be ok [03:15.11]But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't [03:17.43]To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness [03:19.99]Is hard and depression is a slippery slope [03:22.57]I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope though [03:25.08]So I carry on even though it's hard to [03:27.60]The only thing that's definite is death and things always change [03:30.62]As long as you give 'em a chance to [03:32.63]All the times I have laid in your light [03:37.77]When your love kept me safe through the night [03:42.24]All the time I was sure you were mine [03:48.05]And before time demands our goodbye [03:53.04]Can you sing me a last lullaby