Anziety (Explicit)-Logic

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[ar:Logic/Lucy Rose]
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[00:00.00]Anziety (Explicit) - Logic/Lucy Rose (露西·罗斯)
[00:15.86]Everything is fine everything is so fine
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[00:23.59]Everything is fine everything is so fine
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[00:30.71]Cause I'm good so good
[00:35.28]
[00:38.27]Cause I'm good so good so good
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[00:45.55]I wish you would I wish you would
[00:47.68]
[00:53.25]I wish you would I wish you would
[00:55.69]
[00:59.11]I wish you would this is my life
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[01:03.99]This is my all this is my all
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[01:09.80]And now I'm happy right now I'm happy but sometimes
[01:18.18]
[01:20.52]I'ma get up in your mind right now
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[01:22.91]I'ma get up I'ma get
[01:24.58]
[01:25.29]Gong get up gong get up
[01:28.29]Gong get up get up get up get up
[01:31.83]
[01:33.09]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:35.02]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:36.32]
[01:36.97]I'ma make you pray to god
[01:38.18]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[01:39.63]
[01:40.94]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[01:42.51]Make you feel like dying right now
[01:44.06]I'ma make you pray to god
[01:45.16]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[01:47.07]To the good old lord
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[01:48.78]I'ma make it some day some how what you telling yourself
[01:51.01]But you ain't focused on whats important mentality health
[01:52.99]Everybody in the world only want one thing what's that
[01:55.44]Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth
[01:56.96]Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the basics
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[02:00.04]Nobody can erase it
[02:00.90]
[02:01.74]People in the street going ape sh*t
[02:03.25]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t
[02:04.57]
[02:05.62]I'ma bring it back to the
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[02:07.79]I'ma bring it back to the basics
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[02:09.53]I'ma bring it back to the back to the back to the
[02:12.82]I'ma get up get on
[02:14.05]That's what I been on
[02:15.00]F**kin with your mind tryna turn sh*t on
[02:16.47]But they want to paint me as a villain
[02:17.93]Even though I'm here to open their mind
[02:19.48]Through the rhyme of life
[02:20.40]I gotta open their mind and design the right time
[02:22.24]To make a decision and get in em like an incision
[02:24.21]Cause I'ma hit em and give em living
[02:25.44]They wonder what I'm giving I'ma never give in
[02:27.22]I gotta let everybody know
[02:28.08]I'm in their mind right now
[02:29.07]
[02:29.64]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:30.93]
[02:31.62]I'ma make you pray to god
[02:32.62]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[02:34.47]
[02:35.63]I'ma get up in your mind right now
[02:37.12]Make you feel like dying right now
[02:38.47]I'ma make you pray to god
[02:39.59]To the good old lord for a sign right now
[02:41.66]To the good old lord
[02:42.73]
[02:44.68]I'ma bring it back to the basics
[02:45.82]
[02:46.87]Nobody can erase it
[02:47.76]
[02:48.49]People in the street going ape sh*t
[02:50.08]Battling depression but nobody wanna say sh*t
[02:51.37]
[02:52.74]Why nobody wanna say
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[02:54.39]I been living with this everyday
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[02:56.28]Why nobody wanna say
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[02:58.33]Everything will be OK
[02:59.09]
[03:03.16]Everything will be okay
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[03:08.15]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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[03:20.24]Everything will be OK
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[03:23.68]I remember some how some way I remember some how some way
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[03:38.92]It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California in the
[03:41.87]Heart of Hollywood
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[03:43.80]I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of
[03:46.19]Other people on our way to watch star wars
[03:48.21]When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic
[03:51.28]As my body began to fade
[03:52.33]
[03:53.25]In this moment my mind was full of clarity
[03:55.49]But my body insisted it was in danger
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[03:58.11]I looked around and I told myself I was safe I was fine
[04:01.53]But I was convinced that something was wrong
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[04:04.09]Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to
[04:06.62]Fall and fade away
[04:07.76]My body grew weak
[04:08.77]And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told
[04:11.60]What I went thru was anxiety
[04:12.80]
[04:13.62]I refused to believe this story
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[04:15.76]I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to
[04:18.49]Me
[04:18.66]
[04:19.16]I began to feel detached from reality
[04:20.65]
[04:21.40]I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass
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[04:25.40]I got blood work done
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[04:26.95]Analysis of my mind and body to no avail
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[04:30.01]The doctor said it was anxiety
[04:31.27]
[04:32.22]But how could it be anxiety
[04:33.59]How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance
[04:36.27]
[04:36.80]How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this
[04:39.85]World and on the brink of death
[04:41.00]
[04:42.66]Derealization
[04:43.23]
[04:44.55]The sense of being out of one's body
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[04:47.13]I'm not here
[04:48.22]I'm not me
[04:49.48]I'm not real
[04:50.36]Nothing is
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[04:51.72]Nothing but this feeling of panic
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[04:54.23]Nobody understands
[04:55.04]
[04:56.21]Nobody knows the sufferings
[04:57.21]
[04:58.66]This physical feeling
[04:59.96]It can't be anxiety
[05:01.62]It can't
[05:02.04]
[05:03.29]Or can it
[05:03.81]
[05:04.87]Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body
[05:07.65]
[05:08.76]Yeah of course
[05:09.90]
[05:11.59]I'm so in control of my mind and my body
[05:14.18]
[05:15.04]But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state
[05:17.91]
[05:18.56]Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind
[05:21.64]
[05:22.16]I am unhappy
[05:22.78]
[05:23.92]Not with life
[05:24.46]
[05:25.24]But with this feeling
[05:26.08]
[05:27.61]I am scared I am human I am a man
[05:31.23]But I look in the mirror and I see a child
[05:33.04]
[05:34.07]I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't really know sh*t
[05:37.30]
[05:38.19]And they never did
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[05:39.81]And it scares me
[05:40.76]Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't know sh*t
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[05:43.78]But one thing is I do know this feeling this horrible feeling
[05:48.27]Is going to kill me
[05:49.15]
[05:50.19]No no this feeling
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[05:54.58]This anxiety is nothing
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[05:57.55]I have anxiety
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[05:59.46]Just like you the person I wrote this for
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[06:03.85]And together we will overcome this feeling
[06:05.77]
[06:06.79]We will remember despite the attacks and constant filling of
[06:09.93]Our mind and body being on the edge
[06:12.27]That we are alive
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[06:14.33]And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take
[06:17.99]For granted
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[06:19.34]We will rejoice in this gift that is life
[06:21.16]
[06:22.49]We will rejoice in this day that we have been given
[06:25.97]
[06:26.62]We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of
[06:30.08]Ourselves
[06:31.00]Starting with mental health
[06:32.24]
[06:33.09]We will accept ourselves as we are and we will be happy with
[06:37.05]The person we see in the mirror we will accept ourselves
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[06:41.40]And live with anxiety