Hidden-Made Of Hate

I am escaping
From the source of my desire
Trying to fool my heart and mind
It's my nature
It will chase me my whole life
Until I accept it or die
I am one made by two
Different worlds and different muses
Hidden nature comes out when
Dreams come true
The darkest side of me
Which you can't see but only feel
Won't let my mind set me free
It's like my shadow
Always with me
Hidden in the dark
My nature and myself is one