[ti:Sun of Jean] [ar:Loyle Carner/Mum & Dad] [al:Yesterday's Gone] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Sun Of Jean - Loyle Carner/Mum/Dad [00:11.45]Ay we just supported Nas [00:14.22]Whose world is this Bruv of course it's ours [00:16.39]Saying I ain't been the same since I caught the scars [00:18.91]They don't fade I ain't ashamed [00:20.43]Watch us fall from Mars [00:21.64]Cos it's the fallen parts and all the dust settles [00:24.13]And we all call on ours fast as we pluck petals [00:26.87]We let the love pour into our brain [00:29.05]Another day doing more to maintain [00:30.91]Saying finally those tears in my mother's eyes [00:33.47]Tears from the other side [00:34.80]Tears of joy her little boy's got his mother's pride [00:37.36]You don't know nothing 'bout the rain 'til you come inside [00:40.04]And watch it trickle past the pane as the summer rise [00:42.62]'Cause ain't no love inside [00:44.32]My heart [00:45.98]Except for my mother and my diehards [00:47.97]I stay firm [00:48.87]Little brother keeps my mind sharp [00:50.55]If I lost yours come and find ours [00:52.66]I've got pleasures [00:58.02]Becoming pressures [01:02.10]They make me want to drift away [01:07.35]They make me want to drift away [01:13.18]I wasn't running from the beast I was running from myself [01:16.19]Running out of street she was worried 'bout my health [01:18.63]Wasn't worried it was beef [01:19.87]Wasn't worried it was girls [01:21.12]She was worried it was me and my mother couldn't tell [01:23.82]Something bigger than the world [01:26.39]For me and Ryan [01:28.28]Now he could see that I've been crying [01:30.14]Tell a little lie and say there's something in my eye [01:32.46]And from the second he could see that I've been lying [01:34.55]He would think I wasn't trying [01:36.00]Telling him look honestly I'm dying [01:38.25]To be the bigger man the one that you're relying on [01:40.72]I keep it strong [01:41.62]So I tell another lie 'cause it's the only way to keep me from denying [01:44.84]So I tell him brother listen [01:46.56]Listen when the sun don't glisten [01:48.23]All the days turn grey and the love goes missing [01:51.18]Hate won't fade and the front row hissing [01:53.55]You're the only one that keeps my heart wishing [01:55.88]I've got pleasures [02:01.19]Becoming pressures [02:05.51]They make me want to drift away [02:10.83]They make me want to drift away [02:16.96]I've got pleasures [02:22.39]Becoming pressures [02:26.69]They make me want to drift away [02:31.98]They make me want to drift away [03:08.97]They make me want to drift away [03:20.14]But she said that it ain't me without ADHD [03:23.05]88 keys I was turning 18 [03:25.24]She would stay and say please with a face that say cheese [03:28.13]Always try to make peace like a plate of baked beans [03:30.71]That was me and my bean [03:35.92]That was me and my Jean [03:39.94]That was me and my Jean [03:43.53]He was a scribble of boy [03:45.40]All hair and mischief [03:47.24]A two foot tale of trouble [03:49.34]The bee's knees [03:50.95]A cartwheeling chatterbox of tricks [03:53.43]Completely fearless [03:55.31]I had to carry a first aid kit [03:57.43]My band aid boy [03:59.31]I had my heart in my mouth wherever we went [04:02.18]He'd do backflips into the pool when he was tiny [04:04.27]And the lifeguards would get all stressed out [04:06.95]He was a proper Mowgli [04:09.18]He embraced everything [04:10.75]Took things apart to see what made them tick [04:13.72]Such busy fingers [04:14.84]He would empty sugar packets onto the tables at restaurants to draw pictures in [04:19.52]He used to draw on anything [04:21.11]Fantastical creatures with ferocious fangs [04:24.23]And now he draws with words [04:25.43]And I find lyrics on my till receipts and bills [04:28.57]He was never still and barely slept so neither did I [04:31.79]I could never understand how he could watch TV upside down while kicking a ball [04:36.26]His eyes shone with wonder [04:38.13]Music flowed through him like a current [04:40.69]He'd upend a stool to use as a microphone [04:42.99]Singing away for his grandparents [04:45.63]He turned the world upside down and we're richer for it [04:48.67]He was and is a compete joy [04:51.32]The world is his [04:52.49]That scribble of a boy