[00:00.82]pain in my life - saigon [00:05.54]young felicia was only four when she learned [00:07.49]how to ride a bike [00:08.57]now she fourteen ridin' every tom, dick, and mike [00:11.41]i tell her "that ain't nice, why you livin' so trife" [00:14.31]she told me please "myob, homie, you don't know me [00:17.19]{"it's so much pain in my life"} [00:18.14]her sister the same felecia claims she the one [00:21.11]who hipped her to the game [00:22.55]she f**ked jermaine because jermaine had a shiny chain [00:24.27] [00:25.32]now when she pee on the potty she feel a minor pain [00:28.05]and she noticed her vagina changing; and not for the better [00:31.07]she see bumps and all kinds of things [00:32.85]the doctor suggested she take a hiv test, she said "yes" [00:36.84]now it's peace when she waitin to rest, she so stressed [00:38.84] [00:39.63]{"so much pain in my life"} and so say the bum on the corner [00:43.01]when i ask him why he bummin' for quarters [00:44.83]was it him, or was it government order; said he thirsty [00:47.87]i offered him water, but he said he want somethin' stronger [00:50.58]he said {"there's pain my life"} he needs something to numb it [00:54.28]somethin' to burn a hole in his stomach [00:56.47]first i said "naw", but after talking to him; it was clear [00:58.93] [00:59.62]that his wife was his life and d**e had murder the woman [01:01.89]{"so much pain in my life"} that bum used rum to keep [01:05.05]his feelings numb; felicia was out there killin' them [01:07.38] [01:08.03]her a fatherless daughter, him a daughterless father [01:10.25] [01:10.87]she a nymphomaniac, he got his toughts in the bottle [01:13.97]would it help for them to walk with a bible [01:16.00]they both say, "nah" the find religion as awkward as i do [01:18.85]i could holla give a dollar but what more could i do [01:21.76]not much, they got f**ked, it's what we call survival [01:24.62]{"so much pain in my life"} [01:26.09]you feel this pain i've been havin' [01:28.04]wouldn't lead to much change [01:30.62] [01:31.30]cuz down here, not muched changed in the game [01:33.57]cause everbody wanna thug, mayne [01:35.90]{"so much pain in my life"} [01:37.49]if you knew the pain i sustained [01:39.07] [01:39.63]just from lettin' my gun bang [01:42.86]if you would pump your breaks young mayne [01:45.35]you'd jump in the other lane [01:46.87]{"so much pain in my life"} i know how it feel [01:49.81]i been in jail with none of my niggaz keepin' it real [01:52.67]no dough, no mail, it was "yo, go to hell" [01:55.82]now they jealous cuz i'm hangin' out with cocoa chanel [01:58.63]even though i got pain in my life i keep it discreet [02:02.04]i got a deal, i still sleep in the street [02:03.75] [02:04.26]y'all hustle to get the keys to a jeep; til the judge [02:07.04]throw the book at you f**kers and tell you to read it and weep [02:09.71]{"so much pain in my life"} to let me not forget about lendon [02:13.28]the preacher been feelin' on him for a minute [02:15.42]told if he told his sould would be demented [02:17.41] [02:18.20]even if he made it to the gate he wouldn't get in it [02:21.25]{"it's pain in my life"} y'all niggaz use pain for a gimmick [02:24.10]but lendon pain got pushed to the limit [02:26.82]got em' layin on the sofa one night, his throat sliced [02:29.72]with a suicide note and a knife, what he write [02:32.48]{"it's so much pain in my life"} [02:33.36] [02:34.07]that he's no longer wantin' to live it [02:35.77]breathin' is no longer important, forget it [02:38.16]what he didn't write is that he was molested since he was five [02:40.65]and would rather die before he was forced to admit it [02:43.92]he said {"it's pain in my life"} this pain niggaz feel everyday [02:46.31] [02:47.01]my middle finger wave high to the critics [02:49.09]i didn't get it, so what? maybe i should just stay away [02:52.83]and let my man, trey songz and them hit it [02:55.35]{"so much pain in my life"} [02:56.38]you feel this pain i've been havin' [02:57.50] [02:58.60]wouldn't lead to much change [03:01.76]cuz down here, not muched changed [03:03.50]cause everbody wanna thug, mayn [03:06.35]{"so much pain in my life"} [03:07.67]if you knew the pain i sustained [03:09.50] [03:10.01]just from lettin' my gun bang [03:13.16]if you would pump your breaks young mayn [03:15.72]you'd jump in the other lane [03:17.60]{"so much pain in my life"} [03:18.86]you feel this pain i've been havin' [03:20.91] [03:21.42]wouldn't lead to much change [03:23.92]cuz down here, not muched changed [03:26.03]cause everbody wanna thug, mayn [03:29.24]{"so much pain in my life"} [03:30.95]if you knew the pain i sustained [03:32.62]just from lettin' my gun bang [03:35.76]if you would pump your breaks young mayn [03:38.29]you'd jump in the other lane [03:40.35]{"so much pain in my life"} [03:41.09]you'd you'd you'd you'd you'd jump in the other lane [03:46.73]you'd you'd you'd you'd you'd jump in the other lane [03:51.51]{"so much pain in my life"} [03:52.43] [03:54.34]"so much pain in my life" [04:02.99]"so much pain in my life" [04:05.12]