[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [01:39.63]Sadly masculine his naked body lies beside me [01:46.89]Stretched out on the pale sheets [01:50.88]Of my otherwise deserted bed [01:55.47]I do not know how he got here [02:01.83]I am not even sure if I am hiding him [02:05.49]Trophy or lost property [02:10.02]Did I drag him to this place [02:12.81]Slave to some dark desire [02:17.37]Or have I merely found him here [02:21.12]In childlike innocence and curiosity [02:42.60]Assuming blackness [03:00.87]His left nipple is now facing me [03:06.90]The same old symbol for reality [03:19.35]Further than ever from attraction [03:24.36]Except of course for crawling things [03:33.69]But we're all crawling on some floor [03:39.42]You will not tease me nevermore [03:44.88]His head now points towards the window in the west [03:58.89]His feet towards the door [04:09.45]His limbs in slight disorder [04:18.42]After my vain attempt to move him over [04:26.55]To a slightly different position [04:35.37]I fear that the disturbance of his rest [04:43.38]Has caused some liquid correspondence [04:48.12]To escape his quiet oh so human shell [04:55.92]What secrets do you hide in there [05:06.66]Leaning my face against the left side of his flesh [05:16.59]I place my right hand gently now upon his belly [05:21.42]Hoping not to wake the horrors of that [05:31.08]Half forgotten sense [05:41.13]I can't believe that I do actually consider this again: [05:51.18]I must refuse to share my bed now [05:55.56]With carcass of a man [06:00.66]No vicious jokes to break the fragile little heart [06:33.57]This is the deeper secret of the worlds we are apart [06:41.76]Is this perhaps some kind of test [06:45.93]Shall I have vengeance on your flesh [06:50.76]Now that you're dead am I supposed [06:55.05]To inflict that sentence on your corpse [07:01.32]To pay you back the laughter [07:02.97]That never really flooded from your mouth [07:10.50]Would your thin lips have ever released [07:19.17]Such agony and shame on me [07:28.77]Scared to death by and of my own request [07:40.02]Maybe like this it's really for the best [07:48.00]I'll seal your carcass with a kiss and let you disappear