[ti:Deja Vu] [ar:Eminem] [al:283663] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Deja Vu (Explicit) - Eminem (埃米纳姆) [00:04.21]Possible overdose substance unknown Pulse is 60 and thready [00:09.86]Respiration's 8 He's intubated and we're baggin' him now [00:13.08]Uhh BP 90 over palp Patient is cool pale and diuretic [00:16.31]Has aspirated Uhh GSC is 3 We'll update en route ETA 10 minutes [00:22.61]Eminem [00:23.26]As I fall deeper into a manic state [00:25.59]I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the ** addict traits [00:28.86]Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate [00:31.28]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate [00:34.61]Start off with the night well like I think I'll just have a taste [00:40.06]Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate [00:41.72]To a harder prescription ** called Valium like Ya that's great [00:45.31]I go to just take one and I end up like having eight [00:49.29]Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate [00:52.16]Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak [00:54.43]And you'd think that with all I have at stake look at my daughter's face [00:58.16]Mommy something is wrong with dad I think [01:00.93]He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me [01:03.76]Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me [01:06.89]And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos [01:09.41]And he just fell asleep in his car eating Three Musketeers in the rear seat [01:13.85]Chorus [01:14.55]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before [01:19.65]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door [01:23.78]Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do [01:26.35]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [01:29.17]Cause I don't and why I just don't know [01:31.20]Eminem [01:32.00]Maybe just a nice cold brew What's a beer [01:33.76]That's the devil in my ear I been sober a f**kin year [01:36.09]And that f**ker still talks to me he's all I can f**kin hear [01:38.61]Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers [01:41.03]And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time [01:44.91]Who's the mastermind behind that little line [01:46.68]With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind [01:50.86]To have another half of glass of wine sound asinine [01:53.48]Yeah I know but I never had no problem with alcohol [01:56.30]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm 'bout to fall [01:59.48]I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball [02:02.00]Sh*t must've knocked me out cause I ain't feel the ground at all [02:04.73]Wow what the f**k happened last night where am I [02:07.30]Man f**k am I hungover and God damn I [02:09.72]Got a headache sh*t half a Vicodin why can't I [02:12.34]All systems ready for take off please stand by [02:17.23]Chorus [02:17.54]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before [02:21.07]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door [02:25.41]Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do [02:29.13]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [02:32.56]Cause I don't and why I just don't know [02:37.40]Eminem [02:39.42]So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahh [02:42.04]Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high [02:45.28]Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I'm getting by [02:47.89]Wouldn't even be taking this sh*t if DeShaun didn't die [02:49.86]Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use [02:52.48]There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through [02:55.21]It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze [02:57.73]What else is new F**k it what would Elvis do in your shoes [03:00.81]Now here I am three months later full blown re-lapse [03:03.18]Just get high until the kids get home from school homes relax [03:05.85]And since I'm convinced that I'm an in-somniac [03:07.46]I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps [03:10.44]Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see [03:13.01]That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium three [03:14.82]And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep [03:16.99]Ok so now ya see the reason how come he [03:19.06]Has taken four years to just put out an album B [03:22.19]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heat [03:24.65]Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing [03:26.57]It was bologna was it the methadone ya think [03:28.49]Or the hydrocordone you hide inside your pornos [03:30.36]Your VCR tape cases with you Ambien CR great paces to hide 'em ain't it [03:33.78]So you can lie to Hailie I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina [03:37.01]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance [03:40.29]They said they found me on the bathroom floor damn [03:42.71]Chorus [03:42.96]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before [03:46.34]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door [03:50.32]Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do [03:53.55]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [03:57.48]Cause I don't and why I just don't know