[00:45.72]i don't know who i am [00:49.71]i have never really truly [00:53.27]never truly really [00:57.41]never really loved [01:01.04]i've never really loved [01:03.57]i've never truly really loved [01:08.34]in memory of [01:25.92]the sea took him [01:28.78]too young to die [01:33.68]mysterious circumstances [01:37.05]i've never really loved a dog [01:41.71]i've never really loved a dog [01:44.14]i've never really loved it [01:45.52]last night i took my birth control with rosé [01:48.64]while you were sleeping, i was dreaming that [01:53.68]you were sleeping [01:54.57]you were living a life and i was living as a... [01:59.05]oh my god! shit! [02:02.92]thank god! [02:05.68]keep that birth, under control! [02:08.56] [02:23.78]it's still dawn, but the sun is rising [02:35.35]shapes are appearing [02:39.54]and colours are slowly being painted onto the cars [02:49.09]in the parking lot and on her internal organs [02:55.13](the colours are dancing [02:56.74]and you're dancing along) [03:01.78]revolution is debt! what you know is coming [03:17.10]useless algorithms! but what it is [03:34.44]must [03:35.13]maybe [03:39.14]near human [03:45.28]i must be near human [03:49.26]blood [03:49.78]maybe [03:50.80]yes [03:51.73]blood [03:53.27]smells like under moss [03:58.14]down in the deep [04:00.46]underwater light [04:09.12] [04:42.82]i lay down on the rim of the canyon, and open my hand [04:50.24]i imagine i am dropping ashes of myself into the void [05:09.51]i pull my hand back, afraid that i have lost you in the offering [05:35.72]