[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:00.87]I would rather live in pain than live in vain [00:02.31]And in this way I don't know if anything will change [00:08.91]But at least I know who I am in this game that we play [00:16.47]Even though sometimes I don't know [00:20.88]If it's even worth trying to get things to stay [00:29.73]But I've spent so long trying to let go [00:31.68]That I just want a change of pace [00:33.63]Cause I used to chase after home [00:35.34]But now I'm afraid of that place [00:36.48]Cause every time I stay I become static and I become afraid [00:39.24]Because sometimes I feel like I'm standing alone [00:41.34]But sometimes I feel like only the low road will lead me home [00:45.54]But I will do whatever it takes to stay away from being another drone [00:49.68]Because the further away I chase my demons away [00:52.17]I feel like it's the chase that brings them so close [00:54.66]And today is today and that's all that will be remembered [00:56.19]When life comes back and breathes into my bones in this cycles of living [01:00.63]Where I feel like all I love is all I lack [01:02.22]And all I have is not my own so I just continue to let go [01:06.69]And this mirror reminds of the worth I kept hidden in alleyways on cold days [01:09.00]And nights of trying to feel alive [01:10.98]Trying to pretend that nothing happens when no one turns on the light [01:15.42]And I know that's not true but I will believe it [01:17.19]When I close my eyes because it's easier than trying to make things right [01:23.07]And I feel that the dark is inside of me shaking my knees [01:26.34]Trying to release this weight that needs to be set free [01:30.60]So release me break my back and let me bleed [01:33.45]I don't want to lose myself but It would be okay if I lost part of me [01:36.27]Because we all just want to be set free [01:40.05]Set me free and watch me bleed [01:41.91]I don't want to lose myself [01:42.90]But it would be okay if I lost part of me [01:45.39]Watch me bleed [01:47.85]I've been holding in this breathe for far too long [01:51.24]And it isn't freedom until it is released [01:53.76]So please release me [01:55.86]So set me free and watch me bleed cause I don't want to lose myself [02:01.05]So set me free and watch me bleed cause I don't want to lose myself [02:04.62]I know what I want we all fight for what we want [02:07.35]Even though it's not always what we need [02:13.74]And we're all in this together we all share the some blood [02:17.13]It's just that some of us are afraid to bleed [02:21.00]So the dark leaps out from us and into our streets [02:24.54]We get so isolated from it becomes a part of all that we can see [02:36.45]And even when we fall asleep we can feel these nightmares infecting our dreams [02:42.45]But when life comes into the darkness [02:45.69]The darkness can't understand what it seems and I would like to think [03:44.64]That the more I grow with you it's the more the darkness can't understand me [03:57.78]I'd like to think that as I grow the darkness can't even see me