[ti:Ceiling Gazing (《年轻气盛》电影插曲)] [ar:Mark Kozelek] [al:Youth (La giovinezza) (Original Soundtrack)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Ceiling Gazing - Mark Kozelek [01:14.09]Laying in my bed ceiling gazing [01:17.89] [01:24.69]Wide awake with jet lag from Australia [01:28.26] [01:35.41]Got a stack of mail a wedding invitation [01:38.76] [01:45.57]From a new young relative I've never even met [01:49.77] [01:56.28]Got me thinking about my grandpa for some reason [02:00.91] [02:06.99]Met him half a dozen times in the nursing home [02:11.18] [02:17.50]Last time I saw him he was in a box [02:21.91] [02:28.36]They were lowering him into the ground [02:32.13] [02:38.83]St Mary's church stood so high [02:43.06] [02:49.65]It was the first and the last time I saw my dad cry [02:54.41] [03:05.61]The ground had a thin coat of snow [03:09.49] [03:16.50]And I wandered off in the cold [03:20.25] [03:21.69]It's three forty seven AM June thirteenth [03:25.57] [03:32.31]It's my sister's birthday today I think [03:36.12] [03:43.03]I wanna give her a call see how she's doing [03:47.09] [03:53.39]She had a rough divorce I hope she's improved [03:57.70] [04:04.56]I want to reach out and give her my love [04:08.50] [04:14.95]Put a smile on her face like when we were young [04:19.26] [04:26.04]Listening to records from the library [04:29.33] [04:36.29]Hermit of mink hollow and dreamboat Annie [04:40.61] [04:46.75]She lives with her daughters all alone [04:50.90] [04:57.62]Across the street from a cornfield in Ohio [05:00.92] [05:13.79]One's four one's seven and I love them so [05:17.53] [05:24.13]I want to live a long time and see them grow [05:28.14] [05:29.77]Outside my window tonight Sausalito's twinkling lights [05:44.42] [05:50.99]My love's beside me deep asleep [05:54.79] [06:01.74]The dog is laying between my feet [06:05.43] [06:12.28]Outside my window tonight [06:16.30] [06:22.99]The cargo ships are cruising [06:26.20] [06:33.61]And I'm so happy to be alive [06:37.01] [06:44.26]To have these people in my life [06:48.29] [07:16.73]Laying in my bed ceiling gazing [07:20.25] [07:26.97]Can't make my mind stop from racing [07:30.99] [07:37.64]It's not good or bad it's just how God made me [07:41.98] [07:48.56]To lay awake at night ceiling gazing