[ti:Jordan] [ar:Athletics] [al:Why Aren't I Home?] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Jordan - Athletics [00:29.91]Living like animals with no real shame [00:33.30]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create [00:37.09]My body speaks to me and I understand [00:40.40]It makes me say to it your wish is my command like feeling tired [00:45.09]But wanting to stay awake or spending money to cover up a mistake [00:50.93]Like running fast but always taking long breaks [00:54.44]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake [00:58.05]I want to see the best version of me [01:11.99]The me that I know is not my friend at all [01:55.19]A man can trust himself to spend his life away [01:58.31]Trust himself to drink' till there's a smile on his face [02:02.17]A drink can trust a man to have another sip [02:05.66]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips [02:09.30]Like reading half and never open it again [02:12.75]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been [02:16.66]How I feel about the way God taunts [02:19.62]The same is the way I give my body what it wants [02:23.22]I want to see the way I want to see [02:37.47]I'm all alone [02:44.22]I'm not my friend at all [03:20.19]I'm dead to me [03:27.13]I'm just a body [03:33.76]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life