[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:02.85]You're laying here with a beds eye view of a body that no longer belongs to you [00:11.85]You're scared that the past 3 haven't lived past their 60's and if you break the trend [00:17.82]You'll just end up like the old folks at Roland and 3939 [00:26.67]You're scared because you're an army brat of a man who died before his time [00:53.70]I miss those summers that grill smell home cooked meals take me back [01:04.31]Sleeping like a log healing so fast [01:11.34]But losing you I learned to lose my youth lose my spirit and now I can't hear it anymore [01:48.90]And I guess that's life [01:51.99]Back then our body parts stayed in place [01:53.01]We kept up with our own hearts [01:59.13]It was so easy to temper the sting [02:04.26]Just be fixed by a quick dip back in some old neighbor's swimming pool [02:23.31]Now I'm just worn out and I'll ache like this forever I think [02:35.85]These shoddy drapes refuse to keep the cold out [02:41.13]And this d**n body can't keep the warmth in [02:52.98]I'm watching my hairline recede I'm drinking fatigue I'm fighting heredity [03:03.93]I see less of who I love the most time's getting away [03:09.57]And we're so slow to say how fast it goes [03:16.20]I'm just looking for what's coming what's built in the blood [03:45.24]But I've never been that sure of anything anyway [03:58.71]And I don't want to heal I'm just about the perfect amount to look how I feel [04:09.75]And I think about you laying there waiting for her to get back [04:20.70]I think about your last 3 breaths and I wonder if you knew [04:37.95]I think about letting you go [04:47.79]And I guess that's life